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STUDY!!!

2009-06-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

Finally bak from my long long break from computer....
Just wan to inform tat i will be going on another long long break away from blogging...
Cos, prelim and O level are coming soon...
Teacher funny lor... Push 1 trolley of HW into class... lol...
Zzz, have bout 20 plus exam papers to handle within 2 weeks???
Lol, my holiday will be tat enjoying then...
Haix... Cant wait till all are over...
Then can throw away ALLLL of the papers!!!
JianSheng wun give up (:

2009-04-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

): Dun be sad k? ____ reali might do good for u ba... A wise person once said "Life's error ___ for the merciful beauty that can modulate their isolation into a harmony with the whole." so ___ might do u better.... hope i can be beside u now... hate the feeling of knowing smth but cant do anything bout it.. cheer up ba... promise me k? " No matter how hard it hurts, no matter wat the pain is inside, work hard to make somebody happy everyday, even if it is yourself".... Smile for urself k? u can do it de NAT!!!

Sian... today Npcc i fall down... i slip at the water cooler there... then got ncc and npcc ppl there.... damn sia suay... hit the bench and the wall... zzz....got blue black at my hipbone there, hand and arm.... zzz... heng i just stood up and walked away... remain my composure... not as sia suay ba... zzz... next time dun run past water cooler there le...

2.4km get A!!! finally... lol... so happy tis yr for my NAPFA...

haix... dun sad anymore le k? it hurts not onli you... Pity pity.....

2009-04-17T23:28:00.004+08:00

I HATE THE FEELING OF DOZING OFF!!! I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING MAKE USED!!! CANT I DO SMTH BETTER???CAN IT REALI BE BAK TO THE PAST??? I HATE KAOPEI DE PPL!!! I HATE RESTRICTION THE MOST!!!

SPORTS DAY AND POP!!!

2009-04-09T20:26:00.003+08:00

TOday is the sports day... There are bad and good things to share bout.. my events are 400m and 4*400m relay... its like damn tired sia... starting 400m.. promise nat tat i will get at least 3rd.. yup, initially is 3rd until the 300m+ mark there, CRAMP!!! GRRRR... bo bian, i had to slow down cos i felt like toppling.. so i get 4th... but when im bout to reach the finishing line... tink bout 8m more, another person catch up.. and there i go 5th... ): Thanks St.Johns for helping me... and giving me the drink...( lol, i drink so much tat my stomach pain) Sry Nat tat i broke my promise.. but tink u aso nvm de... (: u get 4th for long jump, nvm.. dun sad.. next yr try again k?

4*400m relay, at first told my teammate to sub someone for my position le... cos my stomach reali pain and feel like vomitting.. but he just insist.. so i just go for it lor.. 1st runner... and my house and green house pts is like so near tat tis relay can change the position of the 2 houses... so it all depends on our race... which is the last race of the day... sian lor.. me run 5th AGAIN... stomach real pain sia... feel so guilty and dejected... cos i let my team and house down.. fortunately, my 2nd runner catch up till the 2nd place... then the position remain unchanged and we get........ 2ND!!! however, i still feel very guilty now as we can get a gold if i run faster... haix... sry guys!

Next we went to pop with the area2 schools... lol.. the parade was cocked up.. there was'nt a general salute at all for the guest of honour... and it was like damn stressed to command a squad tat i m not familiar with... ( cos, the squad is made up from NCO of many schools)... lol, forget the last command for sizing... damn paiseh... after we threw our berets, we were dismissed... and my squad all went to kfc to have dinner (:

I FEEL SO GUILTY!!! ):

TML SPORTS DAY!!! 400M AND POP!!!

2009-04-08T21:12:00.004+08:00

Very nervous now... Tml is sports day le... stressed... dunno y so nervous... 400m... the other participants are like sosososo strong... lol.. their legs like got wings like tat... lol.. hope tml dun see them fly can le lor.. sian... im being so lame here.. lol.. the more i type, the more anxious i am... no matter wat, i shall try my best ( hope wun cramp and sticthes) Natalie! Jiayou for ur long jump too k? anticipating ur jump... (: i hope i can keep the promise, but if i cant, paiseh then...

after tat is pop... 6 schools in area 2 are participating... and im so stressed again. Cos im one of the contingent commander of the 2... Never march in with such a big contingent be4... and aso, im like stranger to them... haix... feel so wierd as tis is the first time my school participate in anything with area2... we onli transferred from are 11 to 2 since like 3months or so... Yup... Funny as it seems, Tml is my squad first and last activity with area2... ok... i shld feel honoured to be the contingent commander to represent cchy... (: need go prepare full u le.. cya guys...

JIANSHENG is stressed :X

Bball match

2009-03-28T21:20:00.004+08:00

My team BEI FONG had a bball match with 2 teams from cchy today morning... outside team de... its like so early... 8am leh.. saturday i normally sleep till damn late de lor... 7am morning call become 6am one from Jacky.. lol... but nvm.. thanks anyway...

My team onli has 5 players today as 2 are not free... and some more its a full court match.. 5 on 5... so, we cant play sub... but the other team, po ri... had bout 10 players today.... duh.. my team will become tired rite? its like 4 quarters.. 10 mins per quarter... at the 3rd quarter, my team is leading by 1pt and we are all quite motivated... cos we are outnumbered but leading... but the last quarter is the one that is so memorable and tat i can reali see the true self of someone...

i was defending a player from po ri (shall not mention his name cos it will be quite mean to mention it).... i never had contact with him and the referre ( forget how to spell..zzz) was there to be duh... ensure fairness... but the player just shout this " come nearer again and i will give u my elbow"... we are like wtf??? loser man... tats the way of a sportsman? Outnumbered, we dun care.. we just feel tat we are being wrongly accused... Had a short conflict at the bball court... but no contact of bodies... cos i remember wat someone told me.. (: somemore the player is my some friend in school.. but he play till so zzz... haix... wan2 bu4 qi3 ba... haix... but the match is'nt over... zzz... however we are losing by a bit onli.... bout 4pts i tink... i know tat they will definitely go bak school and say till they are in the right...and gossip bout my team... nvm.. i heard much of it le... they always say things behind our bak and act friendly in front of us... just feel like puking... but we know our consciences are always clear can le.... some of them are even prefects... haix... prefects who are so hot-tempered and with no sportsmanship? call urself prefect... haix... dunno how to even face them in school on Mon... Still friends? hard to say... zzz.. losers....(but im not referring to the whole po ri players)

NPCC ORIENTATION CAMP '09

2009-03-20T11:25:00.003+08:00

18th and the 19th is the NPCC sec1 orientation camp... Sad to say, its my squad last camp.... Tinking bout it, feel like crying le... haix ): but, i know tat if my squad remains united, we can still be the past.... Love u Sec 4 '09....<3

Tis camp is organised by the Sec3... From it, many things can be seen in their squad.. Ppl improving.. ppl personality changes and the real surface of oneself is being revealed... Sec 3 reali does have a tiring 2 days.. i agree... but now i feel tat they shld be missing the times le ba.. camp is fun when u are the organising it... Sec3, pls learn from ur mistake and change it.. dun always tink of the punishment... not many ppl can face tis type of experiences be4... so cherish it... and let the juniors know wat u all are made of... dun always have the negative mindset tat the camp is just a 2days camp... over means over... A 2day camp, the more u all shld treasure it and perform to ur maximum... there is still more camp waiting for u all... NCO camp, EOY camp, STC, EOY course... hope u all can reflect and do better as u all face more and more challenges... dunno anything, be bold and ask... ask is not a mistake... ask be4 sec4 is going to leave u all... Sec3, i know u all can do it de... if u are willing to try... JIAYOU!!!

Here, i aso wan to thanks my squad CI in charge, Jianboon sir... thanks for guiding us for the 4 yrs... take care... u have taught us a lot and we will not forget u... ( if he see tis, he confirm feel like puking de )... Thanks a lot for teaching us the values and spending time to guide us... THANK YOU VERY MUCH..... Of cos, the rest of the CIs, thanks too...

SoonHuat, maybe i have my mistake too... sorry... but i hope next time u can control ur temper too... hope u can understand... and when we are bak to school, there will be no conflict but onli friendship and brotherhood....

Still wondering if i wan to be CI next time... its reali a tough decision.. if i choose the path, i shld reali be committing in it le... there will always be a sacrificial cost to it... so im reali confused... SHLD I?

Finally, Sec4, we have went through thick and thin... there will always be time when we are going to say 'bye' to ea other... Hope u all still remember the times when we are tgt as a squad... Once a squad, forever a squad... From strangers to squadmates.. From someone whom are unfamiliar to one another to someone whom we are so close to... Hope u all can still remember the times when we face punishment tgt.. every sweat tat drips out from us are the memories of our 4yrs... The time when we conduct camp tgt.. the time when we conduct meeting in the nite and dozing off... the time when we share our laughters and sorrows... i will always remember in my heart... hope u all can always keep it in ur heart too... Reali Love u GUYS.....

SANA

2009-03-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

Today sec2 has Sana course... so i bring them there... slp very little... play com till bout 3am.. then cant slp cos was worried bout the directions of the Sana place... then 3.30am then slp.. 6am wake up... tired...lol.... now then i know so damn near to the mrt la... zzz... reach there, play bball.... from 8plus to 2pm... lol.. play with many ppl... gain alot of experiences... then i wear the jersey, like so zzz.. so many ppl there looking... haha... after tat eat long john... 3plus started playing again... till5pm... slp so little, play so much.. shag now... still need pack tml camp's bag... love today cos had a wonderful bus trip.. shall not explain y..... lol... k.. cya guys.... <3

Hope Sec3 1st organise camp will be a successful one and gain experiences from it, rather than a treating it as a punishment onli... Sec4s, lets enjoy our last camp tgt ba... love u guys...NPCC sec4 '09 forever<3

2009-03-16T21:15:00.005+08:00

zzz.... dun reali feel like blogging now... nvm... someone ask me blog so yea..... today went to the podiatry centre for appointment.. its called wat 'foot and limb care centre'... is a like clinic of tan tock seng hospital.... yup.. appointment is like 9.15am.. reach there at 9.. waited for like 1 hour plus then see the doc... and the waiting time after consultation, which is the payment time aso very long, bout another hour.... at there spend most of my time wait onli...so dotzz lor...

The doc is an english one.. shld be from British or England ba.. he tok till so slang lor(paiseh, dunno how to spell slang).... im like 'yeah,yeah'... aso dunno wat he toking smth... lol.... he help me make an arch for my shoe... dunno how may pairs... then he said smth bout slippers... im like 'yeah, yeah' again... so maybe he help me make a slipper? lol... in the end, the bills is 400 dollars... consultation is $50 and the rest, the arches those is $350.. is like so WA..... heng i got subsidies by half the amount so $200 onli... yup... haix... my foot waste so much of my parents money... a bit guilty leh... but i aso cannot do anything... cannot cure de..... now just hope it wun bring alot of prob when old ba...

Movational workshop!!!

2009-03-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today is the 2nd day of the motivational workshop.... its from 8am in the morning to 6pm in the evening... so long... at first i thought its going to be broing... but its not actually... the speaker is like damn funny la.. we all keep laugh and laugh...no lame jokes.... all funny de lor.. his experiences all so funny de lor... wat needle poke into his arm, then the needle stir and twist, lol... then his expression is like so LOL... yup... great speaker...

today we had a personality test... im the 's' type... which is those who will be easily swayed de... ppl ask ur opionion, u will just say'okok lor'... goh chok tong and mother thersa are 's' too... there are total of 4 type... 'd', 'i', 's' and 'c'..generally, 'd' are those leaders tat are very determind and always wan to go their own ways. 'i' are those influential and noisy ones... 's' explain already. and 'c' are quite similar to 's', just that its more a perfectionist ba.

their games are like so exciting la.. especially the last game for today... is like a game tat is like tis.... 8 ppl will huddle together in the best way.. and the coaches are supposed to split us up... of cos, we shld prevent it la... so is like they just pull our legs up in the air and is like so violent and aggressive la... and fun of cos... then is like jiajun's both legs are in the air swaying lor... but we split eventually as we keep laughing and have no energy...

tis type of workshop reali motivates me much and i shall just work to my max.. i hope...

bye... phew.. fianlly post another one.. feel relieved.. lol

P.S paiseh bernice, now realise use so much dots again... lol... used to it le... paiseh paiseh :x

2009-03-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

okok... the whole common test results are out...

english-16/30...
but pass is already good le... cos many fail... 28/46 ppl pass... teacher mark very strict lor... eg. 2 marks ques if 1 pt correct, teacher aso wun give pts de... must whole ques correct then can....

Hmt- 33/70...
zzz... fail... explain earlier le....

Maths- 16/30...
Also, mention at the previous post le...

A Maths-31/35(:

Physics-35/50

Chemistry- 36/50
Haix... a few careless mistake... MCQ, cross 3 options le still choose the crossed ones... lol

Biology-42/50(:(:(:
Quite proud of it... haha

SS-6/13
Damn hard man... write so hard still fail... lol.. but nvm ba.. 10/46 ppl passed...

E. geography-9/18
Haix.. teacher say cos eng not very good.. explain not well lor... sian... combined humanities fail as a result lor... zzz...

Yup.. these are all my results le lor... hope can get top 15 in class as promised... (: Npcc camp is coming... Last camp le ): but i will still go the end-of-year training camp ba....

Still awaiting for 2years and 8months....

Test results revealed!!!

2009-03-02T18:29:00.002+08:00

Today the tests are out... although there are onli 4 of them revealed but its quite a lot for a day le... yup.. smth score badly for a test is not exactly a bad thing... yup.. i realise tat in tis common test... for maths, i get 16/30... i realise many of my careless and stupid mistake and some tat make me realise the false concept tat i have for maths... its a lesson gained for me to score badly as the good things learnt is far more than the bad ones... yup.. but of cos must score well for o level la... lol...

Next up, Hmt.... zzz... i failed... get onli 33/70... zzz... cos the multiple choice de rite, is like quite easy la, but the choices like damn near la... is either u score very well or very badly de... tat is wat i tink la... yup... so i get 8/20... somemore, wat i fed up with is not the mark, but the teacher instead...mdm goh..... ur damn **** attitude reali sux a lot... initially of cos is the mark la... but in the end, is the teacher.. cos i went to get marks cos the ans tat i wrote is confirm can get marks de... and i can get at least 4 marks from there... when i show her the paper, she just comment very harshly on my paper tat she dun like to see cancelation... (dunno how to spell), then anyhow say me a few lines then tats it... she just give marks based on her impression towards ppl... like those always score de, she will give de.. when im lining up in the queue, the one in front of me just keep asking the teacher for 1 mark... like " 1 mark la, 1 mark la, plzzz.." then she get 1... me leh, tink she saw my face sian le... so never even bother to see the ans... is like so zzzzzz....... AHHHHHH la... walao... suan le la... o level show her tat her marks are like nth... HAIX... so suay, been taught by her for 3 yrs le....

Forget it, next is my A maths (: 31/35!!!! damn happy man... lol.. first time get so high ... hehe... jiayou ba.... if o level get like tat, damn cool lor...

Next is Physics... 35/50!!! not bad too, but i expect an A1 initially but im okay with tis result... hehe... is like im supposed to be the last few la... then waaa.... lol... the feeling like so shiok lor... teacher group me under band 2... tis banding thing is his expectation... like band 1 means those who teach other ppl de... then 2 is okok de... yup... almost get in band 1 lor... lol... but nvm... cos teach ppl i aso very blur de... will gg de...

So, for my common test, i tink so far still not so bad.... i hope everyone can continue to improve and hard work and for those who didnt score well, dun give up and learn from it... the more mistakes u make, the better u will get de... so learn from it and discover the hidden message.... yup... JIAYOU (:

2009-03-01T01:20:00.003+08:00

Alright, just now had a bbq gathering cum soon huat's early birthday celebration.... even though the rain had dampened the mood of the celebration much in the first place... it had not detered our enjoyment of it in the end... fortunatly, our bbq pit has a metal lid tat can cover the top of the pit... so we put the food in and cover the lid... just like how u steam a fish... lol.. damn funny lor.. the smoke keep coming out ... lol.. steaming bbq... yup, soon huat... hope u have a nice yr ahead and best wishes too... (:

common test is just over.. hope can score well... but the first result tat i get bak is maths... zzz... almost fail... get very low.. haix... cos the ques is linked de... then 1 part dunno, the rest gg le... then is like upon 30.. so 1 mark loss is equal to bout 4 marks gone, when u convert to 100... so 1 mark can change bout 1 grade... which is like so omg in the result slip la.. haix... just have to realise my mistake and move on ba... more are coming... have to work extra hard le ba... yup... can de ba (:

oh yea, thanks heikern for treating me swensens meal... hehe.. belated 2 yrs birthday present... nvm.. still thanks a lot.. appreciate it...

few weeks be4, went to have a check of my feet le... the protruding bone... a final check.... x ray results show tat my tat protruding bone is split into 2... 1 big and 1 small de... my doc says its been like tat since birth... so means cos last time i not so active ba, so never feel the pain... yup.. the 2 bone tink keep having friction, so will be hurtful after exercise ba... yup.. bo bian... wonder wat will i be when i go ns... nth can change it... cos bone too small le... the doc says operation aso maybe no use.. so nvm ba.. just take it as it is lor...

k... gtg le... cya guys... (:

2009-02-20T21:54:00.006+08:00

Today is the start of my first exam in tis yr... yup.. i will strive very very hard for it... and end it very well aso.. yup.. many things do happened.. but im not going to let it affect me... so i will just continue to concentrate on my studies and do well for the sake of c___l... lol... nvm.. guess urself...

Npcc is alright today but attendance is not reali very nice... yup.. strs are keep dropping... hope u all understand and come for npcc more often.. its a cca for all of u, y can u not come when others can? there shld not be an excuse for it.. everyone is striving for their own aims and goals now, i understand... but does anyone of u realise tat we are going to pass out real soon, and shld cherish the times we are having now... hope u all can tink bak to the times when we reali care bout each other and learn the many knowledges tat can never be obtained from just pure reading... NCO course remember? we sure had a memorable time isn't it? Always remember tis quote " LEARN TO LEARN"....

Happy Valentine???

2009-02-15T00:17:00.003+08:00

Valentine has just passed.... its just another normal day for me... haix... just dun reali like restriction... but i shld understand ba... yup.. cos i know u dun like it too de... so does everyone had a nice valentine with ur whoever??? for singles, dun be too sad, ur day will come de... (:

zzz... didnt revise for today again... haix... cos by the time came bak home was like frustatred with my com for being so laggy, so go downstairs played bball lor.. till bout 11pm? lol... if u have a com tat after 45mins still cannot connect to the web, u will feel the pek chekness le... so zzz lor...

Sian... more and more things to handle.. the load just cant seem to be removed... the satisfaction after i clear a single load wun last long.. bout few hours, another come? a much more heavier one... haix.. im so tired of it... smth just feel like telling someone who reali understand me all abt it.. but i cant..... cos of the restriction... hope tat we can reali pull through tis restriction and obstacle ba... nvm.. just feel empty smth...

Mei and Glenn, paiseh... no feel to do the quiz... sorry... cos too lazy le.. blog need alot of things to change le.. change blogskin, songs and url... a brand new look ba.... shall find 1 day to do it... very lazy leh... try ba... paiseh ar lynette, will do de, just tat now too many things to handle, so not much time.. no need hurry me de la.. i will do it de....

very zzz now, tink going slp le.. cya guys (: hope u all have another nice valentine day next yr (:

2009-02-04T11:06:00.002+08:00

Paiseh Paiseh... never post long long time le... nth much to post bout leh... finally went to yishun poly to check on my legs le... lol... legs injured for 9 months le.... now then go for serious check up le... zzz lor.... poly doc just say i wear comfortable shoe can le... zzz lor.. im wearing it for the past dunno how many months le lor.. still no hope de lor... nvm.. anyway, was referred to sports specialist at kk... onli can choose kk or changi de...cos not 16 yet... tis type of thing aso need age de.. lol... just hope tat tis time my leg can be totally recover ba... cos it reali affects me very much... hope tat wun have any report tat my leg will remain like tis forever or the bone will protrude out and affect my movement forever...(CHIOK!!!).....

today never go school for some reason... sorry ___... paiseh cannot accompany u be4 u go for the braces check up... hope it wun hurt much ba... reali sorry... i promise u i wun do tat again...

Going to change url le... but diff to tink of any leh... aiyo... so ma fan... need tell everyone... k... i better go tink now ba... cya guys....

2009-01-24T00:50:00.003+08:00

Ok... can see tat my blog is getting dead le.. zzz... better update ba... k... tis few days got the feel of playing bball bak.. but cannot play reali much, cos my feet still hurts.. from last yr sports day till now... haix.. going x-ray soon...

Sry guys tat i cant play bball with u all as much... cos of the leg and studies... hope u all understand... Wats a team without team-mates? Yup.. hope we can continue be enthu in tis team and be a team forever... we can do it de!

Chinese New yr coming le... Hope everyone got theirs wishes come true tis yr and subsequent yrs=) Jiayou ba and wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

Yup... nowadays hw reali alot... i mean reali alot... everyday will have de... and projects just keep coming... haix... one day aso cannot slack.. or else, haix... HAIX.... SIAN.... see how it goes ba.... stress is good ba... yup.. shall work hard.....

today got ug immersion programme thing... some of the sec1 join npcc le.. welcome welcome.. hope u all will have an enjoyable life in npcc.... look at ur future punishments in a positive way can le.. yup.. did 200*4 jumping jack today... cool man... after tat very shiok... yup.. but leg pain now.. haix... when can my leg recover... still wan run for sports day and napfa de... sian... wonder how my leg will become next time... but i dunno how to control not to worsen it leh.. is like play bball, i aso dunno when will i sprain mah... then just sprain lor.. not my fault lor...haix... then father there nagging le... zzz... nvm ba... he aso not in my situation... dunno ba.... yup.. post finish le... cya guys and jiayou on ur hw too...zzz.....-.-...

Take care of yourself ba... sry tat im not there at tat time...

CCA ORIENTATION=)

2009-01-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the CCA orientation... yup.. was very happy with our fancy drill performance and ur taek performance=) yup, tgt as a squad, nth will goes in our way de.. good job, sec 4!!! wow... now then i realised tat tat is my last cca orientation tat i will be having as a cadet le.. quite saddening ba... =(

After tat, never went to SP as planned cos dun feel like going... paiseh guys... went to play bball with soonhuat, jacky, weiqin, cheehong and gavin... lol.. at first 2 ppl very hao lian come vs jacky and cheehong, in the end tio thrashed by 11 to 5 .. lol.. they very paiseh lor.. then the final match... our team has weiqin, me and soonhuat... vs strangers.. wow... we win from 1-1 to 8-1.. lol.. then the match ended with 11-3.... now got a bit addicted to bball le... dotz... later become like soonhuat like tat ...zzz... nvm...

Tml is the Taek grading le... good luck for all of the grading participants... best wishes.. jiayou!!!

2009-01-09T23:09:00.004+08:00

Here to post once again... paiseh... was not posting tis few days.... alright... tml is cca orientation le... sec4, lets put all our effort and end our performance nicely ba... i reali like the rehearsal we did today but lets aim higher ba.. i know we can do it de... united as a squad, nth is impossible=)

8/1/09... love tat day man.... we had our own rehearsal tat day.. even though its just one hour, but i know we all hadhad tried our best le... jiayou ba...=) Dunno y just love 8/1/09....<3

First test of the year, A Maths test... Tested on our whole conept of trigonmetry... zzz... was so afraid when teacher said we had test on tat.. cos is like i never touch on the topic during holiday and never revise for tat topic at all.. so i used 1 nite to revise... Promised someone tat i will score well le=).. yup, had a shock tat i get 13/20... cos i failed very very very badly for the previous 2 tests last yr... im reali very very very happy lor... thanks for ur motivation=) then, my father just asked me for my score... thought i did him proud and he felt happy but his expression is like those disappointed ones and said" wat, just passed onli ar?" He dunno how hurtful is his words de lor.. but nvm ba. i will do better next time to show it to him de...zzz... i hope i will.... no.. i can do it de.. prove to him ba... hmpf!!!-.-

CouSin ChaLet!!!

2008-12-31T20:40:00.012+08:00

Yup... Here posting again... 28th Dec... had a cousin chalet... very very very fun.. even though its onli like 1 day stayover.. but many things happen during the 1day=).... the gathering reali pulls us family tgt...=)

Reach there at 4pm+.. then wat we do is eat, bbq and chit chat... went E hub for some tee shirt reference=)... then after tat rent bike overnite... actually tis is supposed to be kept a secret cos cannot let parents know de.. but dun care le ba.. since my sis post too.. yup.. we went midnight cycling... 42km... within 4hours and 30mins+... was like rather cool la... cycle past changi village.. saw ah gua... lol.. then och.. damn eerie la ... then changi airport... the nite scenery very nice lor.... east coast park.. with no one there except some fishers.. then went to bedok park connecter...yup.. the echo damn loud...then bedok reservoir... bak to tampines and finally reach bak to pasir ris... wa, many things happened during the expedition... first up, my cousin bang into a lamp post cos not concentrating when cycling.. toking with my another cousin ma.. the funny thing is the lamp post just went switched off after tat bang.. zzz... then slippers the grip there slipped off 2 times.. the gear fell off... then my cousin very pro lor.. know how to fix.. if its me, i just take cab bak.. lol.. yup.. then the terrible thing happen to me.. lol.. both of my thighs cramp 3 times... then im like chiong up the overhead bridge then collapsed on the ground.. need to do strecthing on the overhead bridge.. go down bridge, cramp again.. zzz.. do stretching on the grass... then again 1 more on another bridge.. hate bridge le.. lol... then need everyone wait for me lor and 3/4 guys to help me massage in the middle of the night....lol... paiseh guys... went bak the chalet.. reali damn shag.. onli have 1 hour of slp.. then went for npcc.. tio pumped.. zzz... and yup sry for dozing off and forget to call...

post some photos of the midnite cycling ba=)

2008-12-28T11:55:00.007+08:00

yup.. shall just do the quiz ba.. by NATALIE Mei...

1. The person who tagged:NataLie (:

2. Your relationship with her: Kor and Mei..zzz

3. Your impressions of her:very cute(:

4. The most memorable thing she had said to you:i will try to be less formal...lol

5. The most memorable thing she had done to you:all are memorable...=)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:love her with all my heart la....but its an 'if'onli...

7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be:be less formal... =p

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:wa... she wun be my enemy de la... confirm...

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: dotzz... wun be enemy de la!!!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is: call her now...

11. Your overall impression of him is:very sweet girl...

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:dunno.. bhb ba...

13. The characteristics that you love about yourself are:hmm, dunno leh.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:smth too insensitve to other ppl feelings ba...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:myself? lol.

16. People who care about and likes you, say something to them:cares bout and likes u all too<3

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:you all don't need do if you don't want (:
1. Natalie Mei=)
2. SoonHuat.
3: JianBoon
4. Jacky
5. CheeHong.
6.HeiKern
7. JiaLing
8. Charmaine
9. YiLuan
10. Lynette

18.Who is six having a relationship with? (HeiKern):nobody bah, i guess... but dunno leh.. weird weird de...

19. Is nine a male or female? (Yiluan):female

20. What is two studying about? (SoonHuat):He always say DnT de

21. If seven and ten are together, will it be a good thing? (JiaLing& Lynette):wahhh. they are not les leh....

22. When was the last time you had a chat with three? (JianBoon):Just...

23. What kind of music does eight like? (Charmaine):hmm, not too sure.anime songs ba...

24. Will you woo three? (Jianboon):definitely no... hes too scary and im not gay....

25. How about seven?(JiaLing):nope.she is my good good good girl... friend... wats more she has boyfriend le... ;

26. Is four single? (Jacky): yup...shld be ba..=p

27. What is the surname of five? (CheeHong):Chang!

28. Do five and nine get along well? (CheeHong and YiLuan):wa..hmm.. shld be ba.. sensitive topic...zzz.

29. Where is two studying at? (SoonHuat):CCHY

30. Have you tried developing feelings for eight? (Charmaine):hmmm.... nope.. =p

31. Where does nine live at? (YiLuan): Sembawang or admiralty drive? forget le...

32. What colour does three like? (JianBoon): not sure leh.. dark colours ba....

33. Are five and one best friends? (Mei and CheeHong):Hmm.. nope.. i know Mei best friend is Bernice... her onli best friend ba...

34. Does one have pets? (Mei):nope, i suppose...

35. Is seven the sexiest person in the world? (JiaLing):maybe to otehrs ba.. but to me, nope... =p

36. What is ten doing now?:(Lynette) Practising her CCA orientation Taek performance ba.. Jiayou

Alright guys... i finally done the quiz le.. cya guys....=)

2008-12-26T13:16:00.002+08:00

Here to post le.. getting reali lazy tis few days to post lor....

Christmas is just over... yup... its like just a normal school holiday for me.... but the eve is the exciting one... yup... got 4 presents in total including the tidbits given by my youngest sis... thanks everyone... Yup... The eve, we gathered at my cousin house and had a party... played some sort of sabo games.. loser drink wine... then is like loser so good rite??? A gathering reali bonds us together once again as we shared our laughters...

Yup... 31st is coming... CCA orientation execution... IC is Jiajun... yup.. jiayou ba.. everyone give him his fullest support le... we are running out of time le...

Sian... going start clearing hw le... yup.. cya guys....

2008-12-23T18:13:00.003+08:00

long time no post le.... yup.. school going reopen soon.. today wake up then was quite shock to see the date.... like so OMG la... tml is christmas eve le... knew i need to do hw... but just no mood to do leh... sian... next yr o level le.. feel myself haven't get prepared like tat leh... next yr chiong ba...

sian.... my hp cannot use after 10pm everyday le... father going to confiscate le... haix... nevermind ba.... feel abit guilty yesterday cos like quarrel with him.... but he aso cannot like tat treat me de mah... destroy my day....

Yesterday promoted le... SI now le... yup... still remember the first time get promoted in the canteen where i get my lcp rank... get so nervous tat i drop my 3rd class drill badge... memories just flashed bak when mr tan help me put on the SI rank.... yup... tink i like npcc more and more le ba.... feel like dun so fast end camp and course like tat de leh... last time i remembered i just cant wait till camp end like tat... but now haix....

Today went for taek in the morning... smth happen and im like guilty... dunno how to explain to her but i feel tat i reali dui bu qi her... but feel tat we be friends are better....
went out to somewhere with someone.... bought something reali reali reali nice..... quite enjoy ba... its sian to part but there will always be another chance de=)...... hope can continue tis way ba.... =) shall not elaborate so much ba... hope u understand....

School reopening soon le... jiayou ba everyone!!!

SCOLDED AND NAGGED... ONCE AGAIN....

2008-12-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Today reached home at 11plus, then knew i at fault le lor... Mom and father nag and scold... i very patient le lor..... then they still tok tok sooo much..... they bad temper expect me to have good temper... im at fault, never inform them tat i will late return home, but i admit... they never accpet de lor... haix... tink cos they worry bout me ba... but i aso will feel pek chek de lor, reach home then scold till like tat... mom not bad la, scold abit stop le.. she quite understand me de lor... father dun even trust me de lor... say maybe i go other places, bluff him... dotzz lor... last time tell me go home early, i tis a day got go home early de lor, but he never even see i change de lor... i hate it when my parents keep seeing my bad side and not my good side.... i tink they wun even know im the overall unless i tell them lor... haix... i know they wei4 wo2 hao3, but they shld tink bout my feelings aso de lor... yeah... finally say finish le... k... cya...=)

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2008-12-14T01:13:00.009+08:00

Lazy these few days... alright.. posting now... many things to tok bout.... yup.. many things happened......

Tink me and piggy can onli put a big full stop over there already ba.. its already over and going bak is quite impossible le... being friends are better tis way ba... and gd luk for her to be with someone she reali like ba...... jiayou piggy.... =) if he dun treat u gd, remember to tell me hor... i make sure he wun do tat to u de la...

Natalie Mei just returned from USA 3 days ago le... 3 weeks never have a proper tok le... a lot to tok bout with her lor.....lol... yup... we reali tok a lot... and thanks for the morning call or else i will be reali late for yesterday kayaking le...

But smth she very dao1 de lor... maybe im just being insensitive ba... feel like telling her how i feel but tink bout it again, forget it ba... smth she dun get my meaning de but nvm ba... is like wan say out but restrict urself... then thought she will react tis way, but the expected result always turns the other way round... nvm ba... im onli her kor.. wat can i expect... haix... i promise mayself tat we cannot be too close le lor.. but seriously its hard to do it... haiya.. its quite ironic ba...

Npcc chalet is just over aso.... Slping time and space is like so CMI... reach there then realise the stars not enough then there chiong lor.. at least still manage to do finish.. greatest satisfaction... yup... guys and girls reali cant live in a chalet together well de lor.. 1 noisy, the other complain.. haiyo... so frustrating lor... play lan everyday.. quite sian lor...but tink all have a fun time ba...2nd day she come in le with someone... then im like haix... lol... then actually afternoon slp i go up slp... is like totally cannot slp de la.... she laughing over there.. then hear them play together so happily, is like sad la... then things change a bit when they suddenly like wat pillow fite me? lol.. after tat middle of the nite they say wan go beach... is not i dun wan go... i very feel like going, is i dun wan to be so thick skin to go... then she say bear everytime agrees.... is i never tio asked lor... but nvm ba.. its already over and she find the one she reali likes le... still remember the last day when we check out... lol... the computer is like over there... then we guys go try smth... damn funny and scary and exciting man..... shall stop saying bout chalet le ba....

12 dec, my cousin married... congrats.... lol.. late for the dinner.. paiseh ah.... lol... first time wear formal wear... very mountain tortoise rite? shall upload some photo.... take a look =)

Yesterday start 2 star kayaking le... ok... i almost died lor... and its not funny.... capsize drill... then im like capsize position... cannot find the safety pull, then im like panicing over there, then body slanted.. its damn dangerous, capsized position, they cannot reali see u la.... then they thought im already out of the kayak.. then im like gasping for breath so fast, and gulping in a lot of sea water.. its like almost drowned lor.. then my mind suddenly is like tink of friends and family ba..... and .... =).... then im aso tinking of scolding my friends... lol.. is like they so near, never come and rescue me and tat instructor over there never see me de... but cannot blame them ba.. the angle view diff... then im like so du lan when im fianlly rescued when i hear someone say glenn keep laugh at me... im like omg... im bout to die and u still can laugh and not rescue... haix... nvm... then im like so careful during the next few hours... then im like sooo sad when i told Mei bout tat and she like "orh, orh, orh..." lol.. but can understand her situation ba... yup...lousiest among the 5, skills all rusty... onli hope can pass ba... shall end here.... longest post i type so far ba.... later still got kayaking... sian.... hope sun very bright... tanned and pimples free=)... 7am waking up, hope someone will give me a morning call ba.... reali hope.. lol... yup.. cya now.......

2008-12-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

Bak from malaysia....yup... quite fun ba.. successfully conquered the theme park.... played almost all exciting rides including space shot... the dunno how high drop down de..... lol..... at the top, wat u can onli do is be prepared for the worst... but u wun even have the time to feel then u are at the bottom le... lol... its like so ironic.... nvm.....yup... smth mysterious and quite funny incident happen aso... if wanna know, ask me lor^^....

Tink piggy feel much better le ba.... still can sms ea other le.... but scar will still be a scar... nth can change it.... Just hope tat we can continue be like tis ba.....

28/11/08=(

2008-11-28T23:39:00.003+08:00

Once again 28th... y does 28th always have unforgettable memories... today is the day tat reali change my life in npcc..... u do not have to suffer by yourself... eating pills and panadols dun help.... i dun have the right to say anything but u reali do not have to torture urself.....

perfect is reali a nice song... cuz we lost it all...nth lasts forever.... im sorry.... i cant be perfect.... now it justs too late... and we cant go back... im sorry... i cant be perfect.... reali suits me ba...... guilty i shall be... i shld not even have taken the first step to like u... otherwise u wun be like tis now.... but quitting npcc isnt the way ba... i still have the sms which u promise me tat u will have confidence and pass ur 3rd class... yup.. u made it... but how bout the others? u still have a long way to go in npcc... dun cos of tis, choose to quit.... u have moved so far, its not worth it....

its reali my fault, i shld have drawn a line between instructors and juniors at the first place... but i have already taken tis step... sorry to someone who have given me tis advice long ago.. but i never reali tink bout it.. now then i realise le ba...

now i dun even dare to tag ur blog or sms u... maybe i shld reali vanish in front of u... maybe i shld not even exist in ur world in the 1st place... but wat done have already been done... yup... now its just too late and we have lost it all... we cant go back anymore.... so yup, take care ba......

Im reali Sry....

2008-11-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

Just return from hongKong.. shall not explain the travel day by day.. or else dunno when then can type finish... but its reali fun and made many friends... recognising ea other strengths and weaknesses.. the most important thing is that i have a "family there"... Xavier-papa.. Jiawei-Da ge... Jackson- Er ge... MeiYing- ZehZeh... Yiluan- MeiMei... MaMa-??? lol... yup.. we reali have fun there, happiness and sorrow.... will miss all of u all.......

Im sooooo stupid.. i made a stupid mistake again... i shld not have ..... but wat said is said... onli hope tat u dun be sad and hurt urself.... if u wan hate me, i have nth to say... but i reali hope tat we can return to the past... its not bout yi ju liang de thing... but its reali my fault....... we dun need to like tis ba.... during the trip, i keep tink bout it... i admit i cant forget u and the past tat we had since the time i takeover ur squad..... i still cant forget now... but wat can i do now? haix... reali confuse and dunno how to express to u........ im not worth it..... i still remember u said u wan everyone to hate u and tat i replied i wun.... till now, i still wun even if u hate me....... i aso remember tat u say if u angry or sad, wan hit ppl.... u can just hit me all u wan.... hit until i bruised aso can de....... i just owe u too much...... i know tat now being friends are already hard to say le ba...... but i onli hope tat u dun sad can le... dun expect much le.... dun cos of me dun go npcc.... its reali not worth it... i tink forget me will make u feel better ba..... if tats it, forget me and i shall try to vanish from u ba..... but be4 tat, i reali wish tat u dun hurt urself..... bye..........

2008-11-13T05:15:00.006+08:00

Now is like 5.15am le.. successfully didnt sleep for 1 whole day le... no tired at all... dunno y... yup.. so i never break promise le.. prove to u im sry le.... YEAHHH.... i never know i cause u to be so pek chek and hurt..... IM SORRY..... can u forgive me??? Paiseh, tok till ur hp no batt>.<

Later going to type out timetable for sec3 for tis coming fri camp le... chiong from 2am till now de leh... tink so much lor.... yup.. i wun be attending any p.ts or endurance run le.... its supposed to be a bad thing as i rather exercise more than have tis injured leg... haix... Movements so diff now lor.. sian... even stand stationary a while aso will feel "suan".... feel my leg so useless..... but nvm ba, can help in preparing the meals for sec3.... hope the food dun turns out bad... if so, forgive me, sec3=p.....

Yesterday went to hta for hong kong trip briefing... at first is like so sian... but in the end, it turns out not bad, as we interact and make many many new friends... my grp going to perform a short fancy drill cum cheer... somemore going to hentak lor.. dunno if my leg can ta1 han1 or not.... but nvm ba... yup.... bet im going to have a lot of fun during the 17th-23rd Nov ba.... but of course, i will miss u all de.... Still wondering wat to buy for Mei......

later going school at 10am... going to help gavin do the cert thing and some ration stuff.... yup... better start on my timetable now..... cya... =)

2008-11-09T16:13:00.006+08:00

Nowadays... i just have a weird feeling... but i cant say out.. cos a few ppl might get hurt... so its better to keep it to myself... be bak to normal is reali diff... aiyah... let nature take its course ba... i knew it might leaked out one day or so... yup... but im reali bothered and smth reali upset over tis thing... haix..... tats y i say i hate myself smth.....

Sian, today at first is dun go slp de.. then send my 2nd sis to the airport... at first is wan ren3 till 4 plus de.. but i 3 plus totally shag le... lie on the sofa.... com still on... light still on... lol... then 5plus wake up, saw her wearing shoe le... then i dunno y go lie on my own bed... then never send her off... haix... sry hor sis... and bon vogage....

Today is 9th NOV.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE HONG!!!!!!! Hope u have best wishes....=)

Npcc room is going to have more life le... Yesterday, me, soonHuat, Jacky, Yujian and Jianboon went fishing at the yishun pond there... lol..illegal de.... lol..... 1st time leh... yup.. we make a simple fishing rod which costs like $2.70 leh... then went off fishing le... tat day is the 1st time i pick up a mealworm leh... so brave hor? lol... we keep joke wat will fish some mermaid out... yujian damn lucky lor... within 10mins, he fish up le... average size but looks big to me already, the breeed is wat hou2 gou3... then after tat jianboon's bait get half eaten... but he still throw it out.. and caught a guppy.. lol... not long later, he caught another average size fish, same breed as yujian.... me and Huat never caught anything... tsk... next time ba.. we decided to keep the fishes... went to buy a fish tank, anti chlorine and oxygen pump... then set up in the NPCC room... so honoured to be one of the pioneer in starting up tis fish tank.. hope tml, the fish still alive ba... lol... and the guppy wun get eaten.... Shall let u all see some photos of the fishes......

2008-11-02T01:10:00.003+08:00

Truth usually appears when one dun reali expect it.. smth its diff to explain how things come by... haix... y cant we just return to our childhood times, where we have the least to fret about... when we wun get so confused and bothered by the slightest bit of things...

Friday Npcc, maybe the CI is right... im dun have the overall image... i cant control unit well... i do not wan it to be ruined in my yr.... but will it? i wun let it get so easily destroyed de... i promise tat i will work hard to be a good overall already and will be one... But smth, i just will put tat slightest bit of emotion inside it... i have decided to forget u... but whenever i see u, i will just feel a forward force pushing me... i try to look at other places but its like so haix... but i just can't control.... but seriously its hard to... i cant treat tat nth had happened... yup.. i cant deny i dun have feelings towards u now... but im reali trying to change... i dunno wat u are tinking now... can give me an ans? if u dun wan, im ok with it....like wat u say, its better to suffer now than later... so be assurred, i will try to change.... its a long time since we sms ea other those long sms le... reali miss the times...

Overall is a status... Promise is made last time... do u remember it? we agreed tat we will not be quarreling after the decision is made... yup... we did it... but now the conflict is between other parties... do u know tat i reali dunno where to stand at.... if i stand at one side, other side will say tat im bias.... i dun wan our friendship to be just shattered like tat... Friends are forever... dun u agree? so y not both of u just compromise ea other and stop tis silent conflict... i reali hope u 2 could...

Yesterday is my cousin, Ming Xia 21st birthday...went her house for birthday party... eat so much, fat liao.... then somemore the dog(jack russel) tat they brought to their house is like so noisy.... i see the other side of dog.... not the gentle side... but the scary side... i dunno if it had changed my view of keeping a dog in the future.. lol... played basketball when it suddenly dash out of the house... and ran towards me... i ran with the ball... and its like chasing me like mad... im dropped the ball.. but tried to pick it up lest the ball will hurt its nose.... it is reali determind to grab hold of the ball, lucky have many parents help to stop it... wow... i reali have a shock... but i still love dogs... most prob pomeranian or collie.... oh, btw... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AH XIA!!!

Sian, extended programme is like so -.-.... say nicely, its an enrichment programme... if wan me to say the truth, its hell.... End of Year exam had just ended... but another series of exams are coming very soon. 4 important exams in my life... O level Chinese and 3 Science Spa... Plus 1 more A maths test... Haix... So many things to handle, still add more and more stuff... going mad soon.... Its reali hard to enjoy life...........

28th.....

2008-10-28T19:50:00.003+08:00

Today is once again 28th.... Not to remind u of the past.... i just wan to say tat HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI!!! although it is 2 months ago, i can still remember the time where we were both so embarrassed... Hope tat u still remember tis date...and hope u be happy...take care of ur leg and hand.... i just wanna say i reali miss the times, DARDAR<3

SURVIVAL CAMP OVER!!!

2008-10-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

First ever sec3 survival camp is over.... All of us shared sorrows and laughters in tis camp... Im from Grp 1, with jiehan, weilun and jiayin in my team as well as those from other schools. even though my grp does not communicate much at the beginning and is quite sian type, we eventually still curb the prob and our communication improve... actually i aso realise much from my squadmate themselves too. be4 the camp, i m not so close to weilun and jiehan. but through tis camp, as we interact and share our strengthes and weaknesses, we begin to understand ea other better... YEAH....
We were the first to reach the campsite as we are the advanced party aka sai kan grp... we help pitch tent once we reach there... my grp onli got 4ppl know how to pitch tent.. then is like need to speed up, so hiong lor.. pull the strings so hard and let the mosquito bite us just like tat...till now, i got bout 40 mosquito bites.. reali hard to type... so itching....
From tis camp, i realise tat we shld cherish wat we have now... u wouldnt imagine if u were in a pitch drak room, where ur eyes are so useless..... and a situation where food and water are limited.... in order to succeed, one cannot work on ones own... teamwork is definitely important.... yup.... during the camp, my teammates and i work together and curb many obstcales as we move on...
Tis camp aso had some weird person...eg. rubgy ali... ppl dun care him, then he attract ppl attention to bully him... never saw a guy tat ask for trouble tat much..lol...
AND i wan to confirm here tat i dunno any person with the name of ALICE..... so pls, dun misunderstand...
ok.... overall is hard to do... to be a leader, u sure need to be decisive... Im not one... but im willing to try... i believe i can make it ba... just quite stress now... not getting much support from the other CI.... cos im not as capable as song rong... yup... but, no offence... i will work hard, to push our unit to a greater height.. i reali hope......

-.-

2008-10-22T13:36:00.002+08:00

today never go school.... shall explain y... cos im a person who cannot wakes up unless ppl persistently call me to.. so today my father called me once... even though i have 2 alarm clocks... yup... then he thought i today no school cos nowadays dun need go school due to marking days... so i was left slping... then 9+ my mom called me, im like 'lol', so late le... might as well dun go school.. so i slept again till bout 1pm then wake up.. lol.. called my friend to ask wat they are doing, onli to realise tat tat jiaosai aso never go school... yup.. dunno wat is he trying to do.. hide? or plan some actions? anything la.... yup... hot shot reali is nice...must watch....yesterday watch till 4am... atc and survival camp coming... must pack le...sian.. dun like packing...nvm..... cya guys....=)

Today is so SHIOK!!!

2008-10-21T20:18:00.003+08:00

yup... today just started with a day where i woke up late... take cab, waste money-.-...tat stupid jiaosai go sms me yesterday say scarnival start at 8am, so dun disturb first... after tat my friend says he never go his station yet... then i know got smth on... he is so stupid tat he sms me tat he is in the toilet... too bad... never get wacked is already good for him le... haix... i tink many ppl dunno wat i toking ba.. if u wanna know, just ask me lor....

scarnival started off.... took part of 2h students. previously took 1D students.... yup... so the results are tat 1D get 3rd and 2h get 1st... wow.... dunno y will feel so shiok when my grp wins.... lol..... just feel like shouting at tat time lor... but nvm ba.....

recess time... chong wei la.... Mei sits beside us.. then he shout wat i like Mei... then is like so paiseh.. awkward.. feel like hiding... lol.... then realise Mei is aso experiencing same paisehness... so nvm lor... haha.....

then after school, so shiok.. confront the jiaosai... he hum like siao..... is like shivering over there... haix... too bad... who tells him do so much bad deeds.... tink girls dun have dignity de... ok lor... let him repay all the hurt and dignity loss he caused to the girls... let him die like shit...

yup, to end tis post, just wanna say jiaosai is reali dead....XD

Miss 2h'07 bungalow stay

2008-10-20T18:35:00.003+08:00

Back from the bungalow stay with 2h'07..... its soooo fun.... from the first day i reach there, we have been toking bout tis fucker, ding yang or jiao sai.... tok till we laugh like siao...... indeed his fate should be worse than wat we mention in the bungalow stayover... yup... everyone is playing madly.... the bbq is reali a successful one, which draws everyone back... just like how we are when we were sec2s... haix..... how i wish i can turn back time now.... Everything just seems so fast.... o level comin... mock paper haven't yet done.... haix.... m i confusing my feelings once again... i reali dunno how i feel... it seems like my emotion is controlling me... dunno how to explain.... its amazing tat 1 yr has passed, and tat our bonds are still as strong as ever... i can still remember the second day when we part with the girls... dunno y but i just feel abit weird and reluctance....its like how we part last yr after our chalet stayover at the yishun interchange.... how many months later can we then meet ea other again? can it ever be like the past? i reali miss the times where we are all together... where we share our laughter and sorrows....are there still chances for us? Friends are indeed hard to comeby.... Tink abt it.... after our o level.... can we still go out together like how we are? Maybe, yup.. maybe.... Maybe we shld all cherish our times now.....

I wan Him Dead!!!!

2008-10-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tis few days, i tink the forget bout her thing quite work ba.... i didnt tink tat much le... at least not like the past where will everyday tink de... is slightly lessen... haix... hope she feels better tis way.... yup... but be4 i reali forget bout her... cos i m reali confused now, i will help her solve 1 prob... and is 1 prob for myself too.... a big prob...
i know abit bout tis fu...er info.... shall not scold him, cos he is not worth my vulgarities at all... yup.. hE is DING YANG... ding yang or shld i say fu....er, if u are reading tis post now, ur doom is going to be up... but not so soon, cos the game shall not end tat fast... i dun care bout ur past, how u give money to ppl and tell them to be ur stead, tat onli makes me puke... i onli care bout the present.... too bad... sry man... u mess with the wrong person... from the starting of the yr, i know bout the thing u have done to ... le... but i just remain silent.... cos i thought u will reflect... but u reali force me to my limits now... too bad... u choose tis path... we are definitely not friends at all.... not even classmate, cos i wun treat u as 1... but will be a fu....er in my brain...come on.... no matter wat u do now, wun works.... kan wo bu shuang ar? feel free to hit me la.... i tell u, im not scared de.... cos u going to repay wat u did in the 3 yrs in ur sec school life... come on, u shld end tis long ago... u never learn ur lesson... u tink money can solve everything... funny.... money can solve everything...then wat is love, friendship, relationship for? dun be too naive... money is just a paper.... relax... i wun resort violence until where necessary de.... AND U DUN EVEN TINK OF GIVING ME MONEY TO RESOLVE... cos u will expect me to do watever u will tink of... So, yup... u can avoid me... but can u avoid me for life? come on, face the reality... face the world... how many ppl have u de jui be4.... not guilty de.... shi xin bu gai... haix..... so to end tis, u are just a fucker... shit i say i out le... but u reali are a fucker... and will forever be 1.....

DarDar, i hope tis prob can be solved... No worry, i will be fine de... and yup, will let him see whos the one tat is the real player.....

HAte home

2008-10-11T11:41:00.003+08:00

Exams are over... i have told my parents tat i will return home late... but everyday they called me, to return home.... and tat tone is wat everyone will not like to hear... once i reach home, my father will just stare at me and give me tat ewwww look... which annoys me.... how i wish smth i can just walk away from the house... but i never say tat my home and family is bad... we do share precious memories together... it just tat smth that irritates me.... yup.. yesterday is promotion parade... shout wrong command.... lol.. scare jianboon sir.... lol.... but it ended quite smoothly... yeah... 1st class is half way over.... ssgt finally.... love it... lol... then gave piggy a thing via yiluan... thanks yiluan... haix... cannot even give myself... later unit saw it... sry hor piggy.... at nite play basketball till bout 11pm... yup.. challenge ppl who are taller than us and older... lol... hope is at our side in the 1 st match.. 2nd match ganna trash... 3 rd started off with little hope... but we chiong and win.... so yup its fun.... basketball has become one of my favourite sports le ba... since i become sec3... i detest it last time cos its embarrassing when i shoot.... yup.. its quite ironic ba... be4 signing off, i hope tat piggy can be HAPPY=)

ExaMs FiniShed!!! Happy & Sad Day....

2008-10-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

Exams are over today... But it ended bad... I totally flunked my A maths paper.... dunno y my brain just cannot process during the exam... Im like so watever... all the blanks can just add up to fail me le... yup.. dun care abt studies for the time being le ba... last paper.. so shiok... Jiayou for those who still have their papers tml, including Dardar and Mei=) After tat, go city play lan.. 5 hours.. can say tat is my highest record ba... lol... It so enjoyable.. can made me see and realise tat friends are difficult to come by as we moved on in life... Life will be so boring without them... So... today just ended tis way.... A sad followed by a happy one ba... Tml is promotion parade le... Me PC again... Hope wun cockup and breakvoice.. lol..... Congratz for those promoting and for those who are not promoted, dun be too sad ba... u still have a chance... Hope tat everyone can push them to greather heights tis way............JIAYOU=)

A relieved day

2008-10-08T16:16:00.002+08:00

wow.... today started off very scary... lol.. bio paper.. and i yesterday onli read till like half of wat im supposed to read.. i tell myself tat i will wake up at 3.30am.... but... ... 6.40 then wake up... so it started off rushy.... But heng, i chiong all my notes in car, in assembly and during recess. then there goes my bio paper... at least dun have many wrongs.. hope can score ba... so lucky lor... hope every paper can like tat.... tml last paper le!!!=) so shiok le.. after tat going play lan and go city.. yeah... but no money de... haix... hope everyone can score well ba.. wow... so fast end of yr exam ends... Sec3 come and pass so fast... so im onli left bout 1 yr in sec school.. wonder how i will feel when i pass out... hope by then, she wun feel hurt ba... Be happy hor? Promise?

ss and maths

2008-10-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

Never realise how stupid i am... i read the whole book of the ss... and it onli test us on 1 single CHAPT.... wtf.. can onli blame my fooliness ba.. read so much for nth.. haix.. but overall, ss did quite fine.. after tat maths.....say le jiu sian.. i leave a 12 marks ques blank... i dun even know how to start it.. the ques is splited into 6 parts... first part u dunno, then gg le... haix... 12 marks can jump like 3 grades liao lor... but nvm... wat passed is passed ba... then i listened to a song" Keep holding on" by avril lavigne... it explain my mood... theres nth i can do when it comes to the truth... so keep holding on... tink i can onli work hard for the upcoming papers ba.. cant wait for thurs.. haix.... never revise tis much since mid yr... lol... next yr chiong le ba... haix... o'level... tats so fast... 4 yrs will pass so quickly, then i will leave the school le... It reali has left alot of memories in my brain and heart... Happiness, bitterness are all we all shared during the sec school day... Reali hope tat time can turn bak... and let me be when i first step in CCHY........................

exam started

2008-10-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

ok.. today is the start of the paper 2. firstly, eng paper 2.. quite fine ba... got 1 hour to do summary.. hope get at least 'b' ba.. then physics.. reali is chiong de lor... heng.. everything now is over.. but more is coming.... maybe she is right.. dun sad over wat is over.. maybe i should forget ba... after exams, i went to celebrate my shi jie, Yi luan 15th birthday... lol, shi jie younger than me... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LUAN!!!=)..... after tat played few rounds of basketballs... love it<3....> then go northpt.. went to play lan... counter strike is soooo fun.. almost had a fite with a malay adult in bus... he siao lor.. nvm... heng he never touch me.. or else he now in hospital le..... lol.. bhb again... lol... now i hope everyone can pass their exams with FLYING COLOURS!!!=)

2008-10-02T21:28:00.001+08:00

stay happy ba...wad has pass already pass.....
this is wad life means.....
euu can't change it....

stressed!!!

2008-10-01T14:31:00.002+08:00

today never go school, public holiday.. but it dun look like 1 to me... its another sian day... everyday doing the same thing.. morning play basketball with cousin and glenn. not bad.. at least i trashed ... dun wan to type the score out.. later he scold me.. lol... after tat go yishun to collect forms from edwin and weilun.. say le jiu angry.. dun wanna mention it le.. go all the way to yishun still.. ahhhh.... nvm.. dun mention le... 3 days never sms her le... so sian... wonder how is she now... exams are around the corner.. so sian.. everytime reminds myself tat i can do it.. reminds myself tat i should stick with my revision.. but i just cant... my body and mind always belong to the bed... read 3 chapts lie there le.. then everything is once again stucked.. haix... y must everyday be 24hrs.. y must there be smth called 'sleep' in tis world.. if we can dun sleep forever, we will have alot of time to do many many things... its all the time fault.. 24hrs..hate it.. y cant time just pause when we need them... i can only blame myself for not cherishing it in the past ba.. time is indeed precious.. haix.. tink of 28th aug again.. maybe its just a short memory for her... but to me, it means alot.. maybe she will feel it too ba.. maybe i shld be studying now ba.. so yup.. cya...=)

haix... its another sad day....

2008-09-29T21:52:00.009+08:00

haix...i still have the present... hope she wans it one day... yup.. i reali hate today... it all started with a rushy morning.. when i woke up at 6.40 and realise tat i haven't do anything yet..i tink she have successfully fogotten me.... hope tats wat she wans... failed my A maths test.. sian ... i reali reali hate studies..... its so boring.. im stucked with all my hw and subjects... i dunno wat teacher is teaching... i reali dunno where to start with... everything is just too much for me to start.. Problems, stress all over my head.. im so confused... im reali very confused... i reali dunno wat to do..... family stress.....studies stress.. reltionship prob... reali hate it... haix.. maybe im not her ... anymore.. maybe im not suit to be... gd tat she had forgotten me now ba.. hope she feels better tis way... yup..... bye, DarDar....=(

nth to do.....

2008-09-28T04:37:00.003+08:00

haix... now i have nth to do... its so boring yet peaceful... a few hours later will be taek grading le... dotzz... i dunno how to shout, its like so weird and diff from wushu.... i feel quite bad to quit wushu, yet join taek.. but i never regret joining taek.. cos.... but, my father dun allow me continue le.. too bad then=(... hOpe that i will get double later ba... today is the 28th.. hope she can remember the date today ba... haix.. dunno how to give the present later... nvm... i go work on it now ba... Bye.. signing off...... =)

Npcc Days.....

2008-09-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

Yup, this should be the first time i blog ba... feel so weird....haix...
everything has passed so fast... i can still remembered the time i joined NPCC..... How i was once an insignificant cadet... to wat im now.... If time can change bak, i hope tat i can take over the sec 2 squad again... and not be promoted tat fast.. i feel so useless... y cant i just have the courage to open my mouth, and stop tat ignoring look of mine... actually, deep inside, i care bout ...... i reali dun wan u to feel sad... if i have a chance, i hope tat i did not admit my love... like tat, we can save the embarrassment now... i dun wan u to tink so much and be sad..... u dun have to forget me.... and i do not have to aso... Haix... i can still remember the time when we enter the handball competition where u cannot go cwp with us... the time when we sms for the first time when ur mom called me... the time when we sms till our bill exceed alot... the time when we avoid ea other when we see ea other... the time when we are bullied by the CIs.... the time when i try to teach u 3rd class... the time when i enter girl's toilet for the first time... the time when u run to the toilet crying.... the time when i join taek.... the time when i started to miss u... the time when u called me DEAR...the time when we agreed on our relationship on the 28th.... the time when im dead on the 2nd..... i just hope tat time doesnt passed fast for us too... I aso do not wan to pass out tat fast... If i had a chance, i hope tat times can always stay at the happy moments, no matter how weird and funny it can be... half of my heart still occupy u.... how bout urs? Just wanna say, I reali miss u everyday......

2008-09-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

now euu should noe why i depromote euu le ba!?
go update your blog can?
it's so dead!
so sian de!
dun love your dardar anymore la!
she wouldn't love euu for long de!
wish your examz pass like flyin colours ba!

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2008-09-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

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