haix... its another sad day....

haix...i still have the present... hope she wans it one day... yup.. i reali hate today... it all started with a rushy morning.. when i woke up at 6.40 and realise tat i haven't do anything yet..i tink she have successfully fogotten me.... hope tats wat she wans... failed my A maths test.. sian ... i reali reali hate studies..... its so boring.. im stucked with all my hw and subjects... i dunno wat teacher is teaching... i reali dunno where to start with... everything is just too much for me to start.. Problems, stress all over my head.. im so confused... im reali very confused... i reali dunno wat to do..... family stress.....studies stress.. reltionship prob... reali hate it... haix.. maybe im not her ... anymore.. maybe im not suit to be... gd tat she had forgotten me now ba.. hope she feels better tis way... yup..... bye, DarDar....=(

nth to do.....

haix... now i have nth to do... its so boring yet peaceful... a few hours later will be taek grading le... dotzz... i dunno how to shout, its like so weird and diff from wushu.... i feel quite bad to quit wushu, yet join taek.. but i never regret joining taek.. cos.... but, my father dun allow me continue le.. too bad then=(... hOpe that i will get double later ba... today is the 28th.. hope she can remember the date today ba... haix.. dunno how to give the present later... nvm... i go work on it now ba... Bye.. signing off...... =)

Npcc Days.....

Yup, this should be the first time i blog ba... feel so weird....haix...
everything has passed so fast... i can still remembered the time i joined NPCC..... How i was once an insignificant cadet... to wat im now.... If time can change bak, i hope tat i can take over the sec 2 squad again... and not be promoted tat fast.. i feel so useless... y cant i just have the courage to open my mouth, and stop tat ignoring look of mine... actually, deep inside, i care bout ...... i reali dun wan u to feel sad... if i have a chance, i hope tat i did not admit my love... like tat, we can save the embarrassment now... i dun wan u to tink so much and be sad..... u dun have to forget me.... and i do not have to aso... Haix... i can still remember the time when we enter the handball competition where u cannot go cwp with us... the time when we sms for the first time when ur mom called me... the time when we sms till our bill exceed alot... the time when we avoid ea other when we see ea other... the time when we are bullied by the CIs.... the time when i try to teach u 3rd class... the time when i enter girl's toilet for the first time... the time when u run to the toilet crying.... the time when i join taek.... the time when i started to miss u... the time when u called me DEAR...the time when we agreed on our relationship on the 28th.... the time when im dead on the 2nd..... i just hope tat time doesnt passed fast for us too... I aso do not wan to pass out tat fast... If i had a chance, i hope tat times can always stay at the happy moments, no matter how weird and funny it can be... half of my heart still occupy u.... how bout urs? Just wanna say, I reali miss u everyday......

now euu should noe why i depromote euu le ba!?
go update your blog can?
it's so dead!
so sian de!
dun love your dardar anymore la!
she wouldn't love euu for long de!
wish your examz pass like flyin colours ba!




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