Truth usually appears when one dun reali expect it.. smth its diff to explain how things come by... haix... y cant we just return to our childhood times, where we have the least to fret about... when we wun get so confused and bothered by the slightest bit of things...

Friday Npcc, maybe the CI is right... im dun have the overall image... i cant control unit well... i do not wan it to be ruined in my yr.... but will it? i wun let it get so easily destroyed de... i promise tat i will work hard to be a good overall already and will be one... But smth, i just will put tat slightest bit of emotion inside it... i have decided to forget u... but whenever i see u, i will just feel a forward force pushing me... i try to look at other places but its like so haix... but i just can't control.... but seriously its hard to... i cant treat tat nth had happened... yup.. i cant deny i dun have feelings towards u now... but im reali trying to change... i dunno wat u are tinking now... can give me an ans? if u dun wan, im ok with it....like wat u say, its better to suffer now than later... so be assurred, i will try to change.... its a long time since we sms ea other those long sms le... reali miss the times...

Overall is a status... Promise is made last time... do u remember it? we agreed tat we will not be quarreling after the decision is made... yup... we did it... but now the conflict is between other parties... do u know tat i reali dunno where to stand at.... if i stand at one side, other side will say tat im bias.... i dun wan our friendship to be just shattered like tat... Friends are forever... dun u agree? so y not both of u just compromise ea other and stop tis silent conflict... i reali hope u 2 could...

Yesterday is my cousin, Ming Xia 21st birthday...went her house for birthday party... eat so much, fat liao.... then somemore the dog(jack russel) tat they brought to their house is like so noisy.... i see the other side of dog.... not the gentle side... but the scary side... i dunno if it had changed my view of keeping a dog in the future.. lol... played basketball when it suddenly dash out of the house... and ran towards me... i ran with the ball... and its like chasing me like mad... im dropped the ball.. but tried to pick it up lest the ball will hurt its nose.... it is reali determind to grab hold of the ball, lucky have many parents help to stop it... wow... i reali have a shock... but i still love dogs... most prob pomeranian or collie.... oh, btw... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AH XIA!!!

Sian, extended programme is like so -.-.... say nicely, its an enrichment programme... if wan me to say the truth, its hell.... End of Year exam had just ended... but another series of exams are coming very soon. 4 important exams in my life... O level Chinese and 3 Science Spa... Plus 1 more A maths test... Haix... So many things to handle, still add more and more stuff... going mad soon.... Its reali hard to enjoy life...........