Hey Nat! Yesterday was national day.
1 year went passed tat fast. I can still remember last year national day when you came to my house and we baked cookies. Remember? At that time you were worried if your dad might call back and check on you so in the end you went home early but we really enjoyed tat day (:
I have been thinking whether you can feel my effort put in our relationship when im in jc years and you in secondary school. During those years, though dismiss at 5pm almost everyday, i still make it a point to balance my time with you and my work. I wish you can feel the effort that i put in. Or maybe you will feel that your current one put in more effort since he meet you like almost everyday and you all dun really need to balance bet love and friendship since you all have common friends that often go out tgt.
Im not trying to compare. But i just want to feel worthy as your ex, i just want to be someone being able to be there for you when you need me, purely as a friend. But you are still avoiding me, i guess.
Btw, i heard that you have become quite "bitchy", maybe is from your school culture, tats what i heard. But i believe in you and really do not wish that its really the case, cos i know you well and know that you aren't such a person.
Once again, wishing you that you can do well in your studies, take care of your health and last long with your boyfriend!
Smiles!
Jian Sheng (:
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