28th.....

Today is once again 28th.... Not to remind u of the past.... i just wan to say tat HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI!!! although it is 2 months ago, i can still remember the time where we were both so embarrassed... Hope tat u still remember tis date...and hope u be happy...take care of ur leg and hand.... i just wanna say i reali miss the times, DARDAR<3

SURVIVAL CAMP OVER!!!

First ever sec3 survival camp is over.... All of us shared sorrows and laughters in tis camp... Im from Grp 1, with jiehan, weilun and jiayin in my team as well as those from other schools. even though my grp does not communicate much at the beginning and is quite sian type, we eventually still curb the prob and our communication improve... actually i aso realise much from my squadmate themselves too. be4 the camp, i m not so close to weilun and jiehan. but through tis camp, as we interact and share our strengthes and weaknesses, we begin to understand ea other better... YEAH....
We were the first to reach the campsite as we are the advanced party aka sai kan grp... we help pitch tent once we reach there... my grp onli got 4ppl know how to pitch tent.. then is like need to speed up, so hiong lor.. pull the strings so hard and let the mosquito bite us just like tat...till now, i got bout 40 mosquito bites.. reali hard to type... so itching....
From tis camp, i realise tat we shld cherish wat we have now... u wouldnt imagine if u were in a pitch drak room, where ur eyes are so useless..... and a situation where food and water are limited.... in order to succeed, one cannot work on ones own... teamwork is definitely important.... yup.... during the camp, my teammates and i work together and curb many obstcales as we move on...
Tis camp aso had some weird person...eg. rubgy ali... ppl dun care him, then he attract ppl attention to bully him... never saw a guy tat ask for trouble tat much..lol...
AND i wan to confirm here tat i dunno any person with the name of ALICE..... so pls, dun misunderstand...
ok.... overall is hard to do... to be a leader, u sure need to be decisive... Im not one... but im willing to try... i believe i can make it ba... just quite stress now... not getting much support from the other CI.... cos im not as capable as song rong... yup... but, no offence... i will work hard, to push our unit to a greater height.. i reali hope......

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today never go school.... shall explain y... cos im a person who cannot wakes up unless ppl persistently call me to.. so today my father called me once... even though i have 2 alarm clocks... yup... then he thought i today no school cos nowadays dun need go school due to marking days... so i was left slping... then 9+ my mom called me, im like 'lol', so late le... might as well dun go school.. so i slept again till bout 1pm then wake up.. lol.. called my friend to ask wat they are doing, onli to realise tat tat jiaosai aso never go school... yup.. dunno wat is he trying to do.. hide? or plan some actions? anything la.... yup... hot shot reali is nice...must watch....yesterday watch till 4am... atc and survival camp coming... must pack le...sian.. dun like packing...nvm..... cya guys....=)

Today is so SHIOK!!!

yup... today just started with a day where i woke up late... take cab, waste money-.-...tat stupid jiaosai go sms me yesterday say scarnival start at 8am, so dun disturb first... after tat my friend says he never go his station yet... then i know got smth on... he is so stupid tat he sms me tat he is in the toilet... too bad... never get wacked is already good for him le... haix... i tink many ppl dunno wat i toking ba.. if u wanna know, just ask me lor....

scarnival started off.... took part of 2h students. previously took 1D students.... yup... so the results are tat 1D get 3rd and 2h get 1st... wow.... dunno y will feel so shiok when my grp wins.... lol..... just feel like shouting at tat time lor... but nvm ba.....

recess time... chong wei la.... Mei sits beside us.. then he shout wat i like Mei... then is like so paiseh.. awkward.. feel like hiding... lol.... then realise Mei is aso experiencing same paisehness... so nvm lor... haha.....

then after school, so shiok.. confront the jiaosai... he hum like siao..... is like shivering over there... haix... too bad... who tells him do so much bad deeds.... tink girls dun have dignity de... ok lor... let him repay all the hurt and dignity loss he caused to the girls... let him die like shit...

yup, to end tis post, just wanna say jiaosai is reali dead....XD

Miss 2h'07 bungalow stay

Back from the bungalow stay with 2h'07..... its soooo fun.... from the first day i reach there, we have been toking bout tis fucker, ding yang or jiao sai.... tok till we laugh like siao...... indeed his fate should be worse than wat we mention in the bungalow stayover... yup... everyone is playing madly.... the bbq is reali a successful one, which draws everyone back... just like how we are when we were sec2s... haix..... how i wish i can turn back time now.... Everything just seems so fast.... o level comin... mock paper haven't yet done.... haix.... m i confusing my feelings once again... i reali dunno how i feel... it seems like my emotion is controlling me... dunno how to explain.... its amazing tat 1 yr has passed, and tat our bonds are still as strong as ever... i can still remember the second day when we part with the girls... dunno y but i just feel abit weird and reluctance....its like how we part last yr after our chalet stayover at the yishun interchange.... how many months later can we then meet ea other again? can it ever be like the past? i reali miss the times where we are all together... where we share our laughter and sorrows....are there still chances for us? Friends are indeed hard to comeby.... Tink abt it.... after our o level.... can we still go out together like how we are? Maybe, yup.. maybe.... Maybe we shld all cherish our times now.....

I wan Him Dead!!!!

Tis few days, i tink the forget bout her thing quite work ba.... i didnt tink tat much le... at least not like the past where will everyday tink de... is slightly lessen... haix... hope she feels better tis way.... yup... but be4 i reali forget bout her... cos i m reali confused now, i will help her solve 1 prob... and is 1 prob for myself too.... a big prob...
i know abit bout tis fu...er info.... shall not scold him, cos he is not worth my vulgarities at all... yup.. hE is DING YANG... ding yang or shld i say fu....er, if u are reading tis post now, ur doom is going to be up... but not so soon, cos the game shall not end tat fast... i dun care bout ur past, how u give money to ppl and tell them to be ur stead, tat onli makes me puke... i onli care bout the present.... too bad... sry man... u mess with the wrong person... from the starting of the yr, i know bout the thing u have done to ... le... but i just remain silent.... cos i thought u will reflect... but u reali force me to my limits now... too bad... u choose tis path... we are definitely not friends at all.... not even classmate, cos i wun treat u as 1... but will be a fu....er in my brain...come on.... no matter wat u do now, wun works.... kan wo bu shuang ar? feel free to hit me la.... i tell u, im not scared de.... cos u going to repay wat u did in the 3 yrs in ur sec school life... come on, u shld end tis long ago... u never learn ur lesson... u tink money can solve everything... funny.... money can solve everything...then wat is love, friendship, relationship for? dun be too naive... money is just a paper.... relax... i wun resort violence until where necessary de.... AND U DUN EVEN TINK OF GIVING ME MONEY TO RESOLVE... cos u will expect me to do watever u will tink of... So, yup... u can avoid me... but can u avoid me for life? come on, face the reality... face the world... how many ppl have u de jui be4.... not guilty de.... shi xin bu gai... haix..... so to end tis, u are just a fucker... shit i say i out le... but u reali are a fucker... and will forever be 1.....

DarDar, i hope tis prob can be solved... No worry, i will be fine de... and yup, will let him see whos the one tat is the real player.....

HAte home

Exams are over... i have told my parents tat i will return home late... but everyday they called me, to return home.... and tat tone is wat everyone will not like to hear... once i reach home, my father will just stare at me and give me tat ewwww look... which annoys me.... how i wish smth i can just walk away from the house... but i never say tat my home and family is bad... we do share precious memories together... it just tat smth that irritates me.... yup.. yesterday is promotion parade... shout wrong command.... lol.. scare jianboon sir.... lol.... but it ended quite smoothly... yeah... 1st class is half way over.... ssgt finally.... love it... lol... then gave piggy a thing via yiluan... thanks yiluan... haix... cannot even give myself... later unit saw it... sry hor piggy.... at nite play basketball till bout 11pm... yup.. challenge ppl who are taller than us and older... lol... hope is at our side in the 1 st match.. 2nd match ganna trash... 3 rd started off with little hope... but we chiong and win.... so yup its fun.... basketball has become one of my favourite sports le ba... since i become sec3... i detest it last time cos its embarrassing when i shoot.... yup.. its quite ironic ba... be4 signing off, i hope tat piggy can be HAPPY=)

ExaMs FiniShed!!! Happy & Sad Day....

Exams are over today... But it ended bad... I totally flunked my A maths paper.... dunno y my brain just cannot process during the exam... Im like so watever... all the blanks can just add up to fail me le... yup.. dun care abt studies for the time being le ba... last paper.. so shiok... Jiayou for those who still have their papers tml, including Dardar and Mei=) After tat, go city play lan.. 5 hours.. can say tat is my highest record ba... lol... It so enjoyable.. can made me see and realise tat friends are difficult to come by as we moved on in life... Life will be so boring without them... So... today just ended tis way.... A sad followed by a happy one ba... Tml is promotion parade le... Me PC again... Hope wun cockup and breakvoice.. lol..... Congratz for those promoting and for those who are not promoted, dun be too sad ba... u still have a chance... Hope tat everyone can push them to greather heights tis way............JIAYOU=)

A relieved day

wow.... today started off very scary... lol.. bio paper.. and i yesterday onli read till like half of wat im supposed to read.. i tell myself tat i will wake up at 3.30am.... but... ... 6.40 then wake up... so it started off rushy.... But heng, i chiong all my notes in car, in assembly and during recess. then there goes my bio paper... at least dun have many wrongs.. hope can score ba... so lucky lor... hope every paper can like tat.... tml last paper le!!!=) so shiok le.. after tat going play lan and go city.. yeah... but no money de... haix... hope everyone can score well ba.. wow... so fast end of yr exam ends... Sec3 come and pass so fast... so im onli left bout 1 yr in sec school.. wonder how i will feel when i pass out... hope by then, she wun feel hurt ba... Be happy hor? Promise?

ss and maths

Never realise how stupid i am... i read the whole book of the ss... and it onli test us on 1 single CHAPT.... wtf.. can onli blame my fooliness ba.. read so much for nth.. haix.. but overall, ss did quite fine.. after tat maths.....say le jiu sian.. i leave a 12 marks ques blank... i dun even know how to start it.. the ques is splited into 6 parts... first part u dunno, then gg le... haix... 12 marks can jump like 3 grades liao lor... but nvm... wat passed is passed ba... then i listened to a song" Keep holding on" by avril lavigne... it explain my mood... theres nth i can do when it comes to the truth... so keep holding on... tink i can onli work hard for the upcoming papers ba.. cant wait for thurs.. haix.... never revise tis much since mid yr... lol... next yr chiong le ba... haix... o'level... tats so fast... 4 yrs will pass so quickly, then i will leave the school le... It reali has left alot of memories in my brain and heart... Happiness, bitterness are all we all shared during the sec school day... Reali hope tat time can turn bak... and let me be when i first step in CCHY........................

exam started

ok.. today is the start of the paper 2. firstly, eng paper 2.. quite fine ba... got 1 hour to do summary.. hope get at least 'b' ba.. then physics.. reali is chiong de lor... heng.. everything now is over.. but more is coming.... maybe she is right.. dun sad over wat is over.. maybe i should forget ba... after exams, i went to celebrate my shi jie, Yi luan 15th birthday... lol, shi jie younger than me... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LUAN!!!=)..... after tat played few rounds of basketballs... love it<3....> then go northpt.. went to play lan... counter strike is soooo fun.. almost had a fite with a malay adult in bus... he siao lor.. nvm... heng he never touch me.. or else he now in hospital le..... lol.. bhb again... lol... now i hope everyone can pass their exams with FLYING COLOURS!!!=)

stay happy ba...wad has pass already pass.....
this is wad life means.....
euu can't change it....

stressed!!!

today never go school, public holiday.. but it dun look like 1 to me... its another sian day... everyday doing the same thing.. morning play basketball with cousin and glenn. not bad.. at least i trashed ... dun wan to type the score out.. later he scold me.. lol... after tat go yishun to collect forms from edwin and weilun.. say le jiu angry.. dun wanna mention it le.. go all the way to yishun still.. ahhhh.... nvm.. dun mention le... 3 days never sms her le... so sian... wonder how is she now... exams are around the corner.. so sian.. everytime reminds myself tat i can do it.. reminds myself tat i should stick with my revision.. but i just cant... my body and mind always belong to the bed... read 3 chapts lie there le.. then everything is once again stucked.. haix... y must everyday be 24hrs.. y must there be smth called 'sleep' in tis world.. if we can dun sleep forever, we will have alot of time to do many many things... its all the time fault.. 24hrs..hate it.. y cant time just pause when we need them... i can only blame myself for not cherishing it in the past ba.. time is indeed precious.. haix.. tink of 28th aug again.. maybe its just a short memory for her... but to me, it means alot.. maybe she will feel it too ba.. maybe i shld be studying now ba.. so yup.. cya...=)