Do you know how sad and angry and pek chek i feel when i saw your photo with him at the hotel.. i can just imagine a lot of things happening, of cos not to the extent of having .... but still intimate stuff will happen.... its like you just left my life not long ago and everything tat i fear happen just happen. and they come quickly. cut deep down into my heart. i know i have no control and shld not even have a fucking control of your life. but i just wan to say i feel freaking ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just feel like telling the time to speed up.. speed up so tat i can just ignore you... ignore whatever things you do with him.... fuck this shit.. just ignore me...  though i think u ignored me long ago.. avoid me long ago... but please protect yourself.... please... i beg you... still wishing you happiness... ............................

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Hey. Nat how are you? Its July now. 4th month since we broke up? How are you? Have you received the text?
Actually i feel so much relieved to text it to you as i think i have expressed my genuine feelings to you. I really dunno why are you still so withdrawn to me. Im really ok and cool to be your good friend again. Why not try giving you and me a chance to be friends again?
Anyway the video posted is just some random song that i suddenly like listening to. To say the truth, after reflecting i think its better for us to not be together. Cos this way, we can then find our own suitable and comfortable ways. Contrary to this video, i know a lot of things but initially living in denial only. Now, im happy for you...
I wish that you are doing fine. Got concentrate on your studies? Got look after your health? I wish that all the mistakes that we have done in the past will not occurred again in your present one. Really wishing the best of everything to you. Looking forward to the time you can open up to me again... (:  


Smile!
Jian Sheng