Hey Nat! How are you? Tired to keep seeing this same opening sentence? But this is really what i want to know most. Its about 6 months plus since then. We are like strangers since then. Feel so different. . .
This is the first time that my birthday is not spent with you. Honestly, i feel quite empty. Was waiting for my birthday to come for so long. Cos i thought that it will be the next time that you can at least message me or things like that. Wonder when is the next time. . . Had been anticipating your message since 12am. But nothing came. Disappointed? Ya. But i guess you have your reasons, probably dont want me to have any false hopes. When i saw your birthday wish on facebook, im rather happy though it is just a simple "happy birthday!". Thanks for wishing me.
When i try to sleep that night, i have been thinking through all those birthdays that we celebrate tgt. Although they are just simple celebrations plus long birthday message wishes, they etched in my heart deeply. I will always remember those happy memories. Thanks for giving me them.
Recently, there is a photo of you and your friends in cchy taken in secondary 4 during racial harmony day. I really miss those times. You are doing well in your current school i guess. Jiayou k? i know you can do it de!
When i see my friends being so loving tgt, i feel happy for them and admittedly envy. Prob i miss those moments we are tgt, be it times when we quarrel, when we laugh tgt, when we do all those sweet nothings. I just miss you.
Waiting for the time when you can be comfortable talking to me again...
Smiles
JianSheng! (:
