Friday, April 24, 2009

): Dun be sad k? ____ reali might do good for u ba... A wise person once said "Life's error ___ for the merciful beauty that can modulate their isolation into a harmony with the whole." so ___ might do u better.... hope i can be beside u now... hate the feeling of knowing smth but cant do anything bout it.. cheer up ba... promise me k? " No matter how hard it hurts, no matter wat the pain is inside, work hard to make somebody happy everyday, even if it is yourself".... Smile for urself k? u can do it de NAT!!!

Sian... today Npcc i fall down... i slip at the water cooler there... then got ncc and npcc ppl there.... damn sia suay... hit the bench and the wall... zzz....got blue black at my hipbone there, hand and arm.... zzz... heng i just stood up and walked away... remain my composure... not as sia suay ba... zzz... next time dun run past water cooler there le...

2.4km get A!!! finally... lol... so happy tis yr for my NAPFA...

haix... dun sad anymore le k? it hurts not onli you... Pity pity.....

Friday, April 17, 2009

I HATE THE FEELING OF DOZING OFF!!! I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING MAKE USED!!! CANT I DO SMTH BETTER???CAN IT REALI BE BAK TO THE PAST??? I HATE KAOPEI DE PPL!!! I HATE RESTRICTION THE MOST!!!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

SPORTS DAY AND POP!!!

TOday is the sports day... There are bad and good things to share bout.. my events are 400m and 4*400m relay... its like damn tired sia... starting 400m.. promise nat tat i will get at least 3rd.. yup, initially is 3rd until the 300m+ mark there, CRAMP!!! GRRRR... bo bian, i had to slow down cos i felt like toppling.. so i get 4th... but when im bout to reach the finishing line... tink bout 8m more, another person catch up.. and there i go 5th... ): Thanks St.Johns for helping me... and giving me the drink...( lol, i drink so much tat my stomach pain) Sry Nat tat i broke my promise.. but tink u aso nvm de... (: u get 4th for long jump, nvm.. dun sad.. next yr try again k?

4*400m relay, at first told my teammate to sub someone for my position le... cos my stomach reali pain and feel like vomitting.. but he just insist.. so i just go for it lor.. 1st runner... and my house and green house pts is like so near tat tis relay can change the position of the 2 houses... so it all depends on our race... which is the last race of the day... sian lor.. me run 5th AGAIN... stomach real pain sia... feel so guilty and dejected... cos i let my team and house down.. fortunately, my 2nd runner catch up till the 2nd place... then the position remain unchanged and we get........ 2ND!!! however, i still feel very guilty now as we can get a gold if i run faster... haix... sry guys!

Next we went to pop with the area2 schools... lol.. the parade was cocked up.. there was'nt a general salute at all for the guest of honour... and it was like damn stressed to command a squad tat i m not familiar with... ( cos, the squad is made up from NCO of many schools)... lol, forget the last command for sizing... damn paiseh... after we threw our berets, we were dismissed... and my squad all went to kfc to have dinner (:

I FEEL SO GUILTY!!! ):

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

TML SPORTS DAY!!! 400M AND POP!!!

Very nervous now... Tml is sports day le... stressed... dunno y so nervous... 400m... the other participants are like sosososo strong... lol.. their legs like got wings like tat... lol.. hope tml dun see them fly can le lor.. sian... im being so lame here.. lol.. the more i type, the more anxious i am... no matter wat, i shall try my best ( hope wun cramp and sticthes) Natalie! Jiayou for ur long jump too k? anticipating ur jump... (: i hope i can keep the promise, but if i cant, paiseh then...

after tat is pop... 6 schools in area 2 are participating... and im so stressed again. Cos im one of the contingent commander of the 2... Never march in with such a big contingent be4... and aso, im like stranger to them... haix... feel so wierd as tis is the first time my school participate in anything with area2... we onli transferred from are 11 to 2 since like 3months or so... Yup... Funny as it seems, Tml is my squad first and last activity with area2... ok... i shld feel honoured to be the contingent commander to represent cchy... (: need go prepare full u le.. cya guys...

JIANSHENG is stressed :X