Hey Nat! How have you been? Saw your thumblr post recently... you are having a hard time now right? What i want to say is that hang on there! dont look down on yourself... You can do much more than what u can imagine.. There are a lot more ppl out there that are having a harder time than you, so cherish your life k? Stay positive is the most impt thing. See every obstacles you are going through as a challenge that has been destined to you in your life and you ought to overcome it all!
I know you had a quarrel with your boyfriend. Dont reproach your yourself after any quarrel k? Instead, share with him what you are unhappy about so that both of you can think of solutions to overcome them. I know you can do it de! JIAYOU! (:
Just watched "Ah Boy To Men" with my family. I cried... I think its the first movie that made me cried. Cos it reminds me of the time i went through when we broke up just right after my tekong time ends. And my tears are like at the brink of flowing out when the male lead gf broke up with him in the rain and went with another guy after that. It really hurts me as memories enter my brain. It makes me think of the time im missing you in tekong when you might be having a good time with yongchang and prob develop slight feelings for him? I reali dunno cos its really fast afetr we broke up that you are attached again. i wanted to trust you but i dunno...
In the movie, the male lead attempt ways to get out of camp just to see his gf that just broke up with him. He went through great lengths and efforts and pain. Similarly, i used to have thoughts of committing suicide just to attract your attention, like when i walked on the road, i will slow down, half hoping that a car can just knock me down and i can then be admitted to the hospital so that u can visit me. Every night in army camp, i thought of such things and only sleep after midnight and wake up restless everyday. Its tough and hard to go through. But its all over...
Nonetheless, i learned a lot from this relationship and sincerely want to thank you for giving me so much precious memories. Thank you! Wish you can overcome your large obstacle just like what i did and moved on with more courage! JIAYOU! (:
Still missing you every night! (:
Nights! Sweet Dreams! (:
JianSheng! (:
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Nov '12
Hey Nat! Its November alr! Time really flies... Just ran adidas marathon recently. Its like at the city area, where we ran our first marathon standard chartered remember? Still remember we had kfc for breakfast after tat and u went to ur church after that when u forget to get your song sheet from me. Though we did not run our marathon but instead, walked almost the whole of it, it was really a unique and memorable one.
This time, i ran the marathon alone though sign up tgt with friends but we ran diff pace. i did not slp at all for this marathon. Accidentally drank 2 coffee tats y cannot slp -.- so i never slp a single min and go to run a marathon and the weather is like freaking hot and i ran alone... At 8km, my usual cramps gave me trouble again. i persevered but by 12.5km both my legs gave way. i cant even walk. i just drop by the side of the road. everyone just ran pass me, there is even a uncle tat took my photo being helpless though he asked me whether im ok after tat. After 20mins, i finally stood up but gave way again 500m later. so i spend almost an hour on the ground stretching my legs. During the 2nd time when i fall out, there is another person who suffered from heat stroke and her boyfriend was beside her, caring for her... If u were beside me at that time, things will be a lot better. Miss you...
Though i unsubscribe you from facebook, meaning cant see your posts on news feed, cos i really cant bear to see any sweet posts of you and yc. It still hurts. . . but occasionally, i cannot take it, brave up and see your profile. the few photos you took with xinting and jiayi at your house are really nice. You look really pretty as always. And also more matured. Really miss those times.. . Wish you miss them too. .
JIAYOU! Btw, when will you be free to take the present from Benjamin i know you rejected him a lot of times cos u find him annoying right? I had a hard time searching for those presents. So wish u will like them. I asked him to pass to you cos i scared you wont accept if i pass u at tat time. Wish you will take them soon and like them. Gonna slp now! Nights! (:
Smiles!
Jian Sheng! (:
This time, i ran the marathon alone though sign up tgt with friends but we ran diff pace. i did not slp at all for this marathon. Accidentally drank 2 coffee tats y cannot slp -.- so i never slp a single min and go to run a marathon and the weather is like freaking hot and i ran alone... At 8km, my usual cramps gave me trouble again. i persevered but by 12.5km both my legs gave way. i cant even walk. i just drop by the side of the road. everyone just ran pass me, there is even a uncle tat took my photo being helpless though he asked me whether im ok after tat. After 20mins, i finally stood up but gave way again 500m later. so i spend almost an hour on the ground stretching my legs. During the 2nd time when i fall out, there is another person who suffered from heat stroke and her boyfriend was beside her, caring for her... If u were beside me at that time, things will be a lot better. Miss you...
Though i unsubscribe you from facebook, meaning cant see your posts on news feed, cos i really cant bear to see any sweet posts of you and yc. It still hurts. . . but occasionally, i cannot take it, brave up and see your profile. the few photos you took with xinting and jiayi at your house are really nice. You look really pretty as always. And also more matured. Really miss those times.. . Wish you miss them too. .
JIAYOU! Btw, when will you be free to take the present from Benjamin i know you rejected him a lot of times cos u find him annoying right? I had a hard time searching for those presents. So wish u will like them. I asked him to pass to you cos i scared you wont accept if i pass u at tat time. Wish you will take them soon and like them. Gonna slp now! Nights! (:
Smiles!
Jian Sheng! (:
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