Hey Nat! How have you been? Saw your thumblr post recently... you are having a hard time now right? What i want to say is that hang on there! dont look down on yourself... You can do much more than what u can imagine.. There are a lot more ppl out there that are having a harder time than you, so cherish your life k? Stay positive is the most impt thing. See every obstacles you are going through as a challenge that has been destined to you in your life and you ought to overcome it all!
I know you had a quarrel with your boyfriend. Dont reproach your yourself after any quarrel k? Instead, share with him what you are unhappy about so that both of you can think of solutions to overcome them. I know you can do it de! JIAYOU! (:
Just watched "Ah Boy To Men" with my family. I cried... I think its the first movie that made me cried. Cos it reminds me of the time i went through when we broke up just right after my tekong time ends. And my tears are like at the brink of flowing out when the male lead gf broke up with him in the rain and went with another guy after that. It really hurts me as memories enter my brain. It makes me think of the time im missing you in tekong when you might be having a good time with yongchang and prob develop slight feelings for him? I reali dunno cos its really fast afetr we broke up that you are attached again. i wanted to trust you but i dunno...
In the movie, the male lead attempt ways to get out of camp just to see his gf that just broke up with him. He went through great lengths and efforts and pain. Similarly, i used to have thoughts of committing suicide just to attract your attention, like when i walked on the road, i will slow down, half hoping that a car can just knock me down and i can then be admitted to the hospital so that u can visit me. Every night in army camp, i thought of such things and only sleep after midnight and wake up restless everyday. Its tough and hard to go through. But its all over...
Nonetheless, i learned a lot from this relationship and sincerely want to thank you for giving me so much precious memories. Thank you! Wish you can overcome your large obstacle just like what i did and moved on with more courage! JIAYOU! (:
Still missing you every night! (:
Nights! Sweet Dreams! (:
JianSheng! (:
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