STUDY!!!

Finally bak from my long long break from computer....
Just wan to inform tat i will be going on another long long break away from blogging...
Cos, prelim and O level are coming soon...
Teacher funny lor... Push 1 trolley of HW into class... lol...
Zzz, have bout 20 plus exam papers to handle within 2 weeks???
Lol, my holiday will be tat enjoying then...
Haix... Cant wait till all are over...
Then can throw away ALLLL of the papers!!!
JianSheng wun give up (:

): Dun be sad k? ____ reali might do good for u ba... A wise person once said "Life's error ___ for the merciful beauty that can modulate their isolation into a harmony with the whole." so ___ might do u better.... hope i can be beside u now... hate the feeling of knowing smth but cant do anything bout it.. cheer up ba... promise me k? " No matter how hard it hurts, no matter wat the pain is inside, work hard to make somebody happy everyday, even if it is yourself".... Smile for urself k? u can do it de NAT!!!

Sian... today Npcc i fall down... i slip at the water cooler there... then got ncc and npcc ppl there.... damn sia suay... hit the bench and the wall... zzz....got blue black at my hipbone there, hand and arm.... zzz... heng i just stood up and walked away... remain my composure... not as sia suay ba... zzz... next time dun run past water cooler there le...

2.4km get A!!! finally... lol... so happy tis yr for my NAPFA...

haix... dun sad anymore le k? it hurts not onli you... Pity pity.....

I HATE THE FEELING OF DOZING OFF!!! I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING MAKE USED!!! CANT I DO SMTH BETTER???CAN IT REALI BE BAK TO THE PAST??? I HATE KAOPEI DE PPL!!! I HATE RESTRICTION THE MOST!!!

SPORTS DAY AND POP!!!

TOday is the sports day... There are bad and good things to share bout.. my events are 400m and 4*400m relay... its like damn tired sia... starting 400m.. promise nat tat i will get at least 3rd.. yup, initially is 3rd until the 300m+ mark there, CRAMP!!! GRRRR... bo bian, i had to slow down cos i felt like toppling.. so i get 4th... but when im bout to reach the finishing line... tink bout 8m more, another person catch up.. and there i go 5th... ): Thanks St.Johns for helping me... and giving me the drink...( lol, i drink so much tat my stomach pain) Sry Nat tat i broke my promise.. but tink u aso nvm de... (: u get 4th for long jump, nvm.. dun sad.. next yr try again k?

4*400m relay, at first told my teammate to sub someone for my position le... cos my stomach reali pain and feel like vomitting.. but he just insist.. so i just go for it lor.. 1st runner... and my house and green house pts is like so near tat tis relay can change the position of the 2 houses... so it all depends on our race... which is the last race of the day... sian lor.. me run 5th AGAIN... stomach real pain sia... feel so guilty and dejected... cos i let my team and house down.. fortunately, my 2nd runner catch up till the 2nd place... then the position remain unchanged and we get........ 2ND!!! however, i still feel very guilty now as we can get a gold if i run faster... haix... sry guys!

Next we went to pop with the area2 schools... lol.. the parade was cocked up.. there was'nt a general salute at all for the guest of honour... and it was like damn stressed to command a squad tat i m not familiar with... ( cos, the squad is made up from NCO of many schools)... lol, forget the last command for sizing... damn paiseh... after we threw our berets, we were dismissed... and my squad all went to kfc to have dinner (:

I FEEL SO GUILTY!!! ):

TML SPORTS DAY!!! 400M AND POP!!!

Very nervous now... Tml is sports day le... stressed... dunno y so nervous... 400m... the other participants are like sosososo strong... lol.. their legs like got wings like tat... lol.. hope tml dun see them fly can le lor.. sian... im being so lame here.. lol.. the more i type, the more anxious i am... no matter wat, i shall try my best ( hope wun cramp and sticthes) Natalie! Jiayou for ur long jump too k? anticipating ur jump... (: i hope i can keep the promise, but if i cant, paiseh then...

after tat is pop... 6 schools in area 2 are participating... and im so stressed again. Cos im one of the contingent commander of the 2... Never march in with such a big contingent be4... and aso, im like stranger to them... haix... feel so wierd as tis is the first time my school participate in anything with area2... we onli transferred from are 11 to 2 since like 3months or so... Yup... Funny as it seems, Tml is my squad first and last activity with area2... ok... i shld feel honoured to be the contingent commander to represent cchy... (: need go prepare full u le.. cya guys...

JIANSHENG is stressed :X

Bball match

My team BEI FONG had a bball match with 2 teams from cchy today morning... outside team de... its like so early... 8am leh.. saturday i normally sleep till damn late de lor... 7am morning call become 6am one from Jacky.. lol... but nvm.. thanks anyway...

My team onli has 5 players today as 2 are not free... and some more its a full court match.. 5 on 5... so, we cant play sub... but the other team, po ri... had bout 10 players today.... duh.. my team will become tired rite? its like 4 quarters.. 10 mins per quarter... at the 3rd quarter, my team is leading by 1pt and we are all quite motivated... cos we are outnumbered but leading... but the last quarter is the one that is so memorable and tat i can reali see the true self of someone...

i was defending a player from po ri (shall not mention his name cos it will be quite mean to mention it).... i never had contact with him and the referre ( forget how to spell..zzz) was there to be duh... ensure fairness... but the player just shout this " come nearer again and i will give u my elbow"... we are like wtf??? loser man... tats the way of a sportsman? Outnumbered, we dun care.. we just feel tat we are being wrongly accused... Had a short conflict at the bball court... but no contact of bodies... cos i remember wat someone told me.. (: somemore the player is my some friend in school.. but he play till so zzz... haix... wan2 bu4 qi3 ba... haix... but the match is'nt over... zzz... however we are losing by a bit onli.... bout 4pts i tink... i know tat they will definitely go bak school and say till they are in the right...and gossip bout my team... nvm.. i heard much of it le... they always say things behind our bak and act friendly in front of us... just feel like puking... but we know our consciences are always clear can le.... some of them are even prefects... haix... prefects who are so hot-tempered and with no sportsmanship? call urself prefect... haix... dunno how to even face them in school on Mon... Still friends? hard to say... zzz.. losers....(but im not referring to the whole po ri players)

NPCC ORIENTATION CAMP '09

18th and the 19th is the NPCC sec1 orientation camp... Sad to say, its my squad last camp.... Tinking bout it, feel like crying le... haix ): but, i know tat if my squad remains united, we can still be the past.... Love u Sec 4 '09....<3

Tis camp is organised by the Sec3... From it, many things can be seen in their squad.. Ppl improving.. ppl personality changes and the real surface of oneself is being revealed... Sec 3 reali does have a tiring 2 days.. i agree... but now i feel tat they shld be missing the times le ba.. camp is fun when u are the organising it... Sec3, pls learn from ur mistake and change it.. dun always tink of the punishment... not many ppl can face tis type of experiences be4... so cherish it... and let the juniors know wat u all are made of... dun always have the negative mindset tat the camp is just a 2days camp... over means over... A 2day camp, the more u all shld treasure it and perform to ur maximum... there is still more camp waiting for u all... NCO camp, EOY camp, STC, EOY course... hope u all can reflect and do better as u all face more and more challenges... dunno anything, be bold and ask... ask is not a mistake... ask be4 sec4 is going to leave u all... Sec3, i know u all can do it de... if u are willing to try... JIAYOU!!!

Here, i aso wan to thanks my squad CI in charge, Jianboon sir... thanks for guiding us for the 4 yrs... take care... u have taught us a lot and we will not forget u... ( if he see tis, he confirm feel like puking de )... Thanks a lot for teaching us the values and spending time to guide us... THANK YOU VERY MUCH..... Of cos, the rest of the CIs, thanks too...

SoonHuat, maybe i have my mistake too... sorry... but i hope next time u can control ur temper too... hope u can understand... and when we are bak to school, there will be no conflict but onli friendship and brotherhood....

Still wondering if i wan to be CI next time... its reali a tough decision.. if i choose the path, i shld reali be committing in it le... there will always be a sacrificial cost to it... so im reali confused... SHLD I?

Finally, Sec4, we have went through thick and thin... there will always be time when we are going to say 'bye' to ea other... Hope u all still remember the times when we are tgt as a squad... Once a squad, forever a squad... From strangers to squadmates.. From someone whom are unfamiliar to one another to someone whom we are so close to... Hope u all can still remember the times when we face punishment tgt.. every sweat tat drips out from us are the memories of our 4yrs... The time when we conduct camp tgt.. the time when we conduct meeting in the nite and dozing off... the time when we share our laughters and sorrows... i will always remember in my heart... hope u all can always keep it in ur heart too... Reali Love u GUYS.....

SANA

Today sec2 has Sana course... so i bring them there... slp very little... play com till bout 3am.. then cant slp cos was worried bout the directions of the Sana place... then 3.30am then slp.. 6am wake up... tired...lol.... now then i know so damn near to the mrt la... zzz... reach there, play bball.... from 8plus to 2pm... lol.. play with many ppl... gain alot of experiences... then i wear the jersey, like so zzz.. so many ppl there looking... haha... after tat eat long john... 3plus started playing again... till5pm... slp so little, play so much.. shag now... still need pack tml camp's bag... love today cos had a wonderful bus trip.. shall not explain y..... lol... k.. cya guys.... <3

Hope Sec3 1st organise camp will be a successful one and gain experiences from it, rather than a treating it as a punishment onli... Sec4s, lets enjoy our last camp tgt ba... love u guys...NPCC sec4 '09 forever<3

zzz.... dun reali feel like blogging now... nvm... someone ask me blog so yea..... today went to the podiatry centre for appointment.. its called wat 'foot and limb care centre'... is a like clinic of tan tock seng hospital.... yup.. appointment is like 9.15am.. reach there at 9.. waited for like 1 hour plus then see the doc... and the waiting time after consultation, which is the payment time aso very long, bout another hour.... at there spend most of my time wait onli...so dotzz lor...

The doc is an english one.. shld be from British or England ba.. he tok till so slang lor(paiseh, dunno how to spell slang).... im like 'yeah,yeah'... aso dunno wat he toking smth... lol.... he help me make an arch for my shoe... dunno how may pairs... then he said smth bout slippers... im like 'yeah, yeah' again... so maybe he help me make a slipper? lol... in the end, the bills is 400 dollars... consultation is $50 and the rest, the arches those is $350.. is like so WA..... heng i got subsidies by half the amount so $200 onli... yup... haix... my foot waste so much of my parents money... a bit guilty leh... but i aso cannot do anything... cannot cure de..... now just hope it wun bring alot of prob when old ba...

Movational workshop!!!

Today is the 2nd day of the motivational workshop.... its from 8am in the morning to 6pm in the evening... so long... at first i thought its going to be broing... but its not actually... the speaker is like damn funny la.. we all keep laugh and laugh...no lame jokes.... all funny de lor.. his experiences all so funny de lor... wat needle poke into his arm, then the needle stir and twist, lol... then his expression is like so LOL... yup... great speaker...

today we had a personality test... im the 's' type... which is those who will be easily swayed de... ppl ask ur opionion, u will just say'okok lor'... goh chok tong and mother thersa are 's' too... there are total of 4 type... 'd', 'i', 's' and 'c'..generally, 'd' are those leaders tat are very determind and always wan to go their own ways. 'i' are those influential and noisy ones... 's' explain already. and 'c' are quite similar to 's', just that its more a perfectionist ba.

their games are like so exciting la.. especially the last game for today... is like a game tat is like tis.... 8 ppl will huddle together in the best way.. and the coaches are supposed to split us up... of cos, we shld prevent it la... so is like they just pull our legs up in the air and is like so violent and aggressive la... and fun of cos... then is like jiajun's both legs are in the air swaying lor... but we split eventually as we keep laughing and have no energy...

tis type of workshop reali motivates me much and i shall just work to my max.. i hope...

bye... phew.. fianlly post another one.. feel relieved.. lol

P.S paiseh bernice, now realise use so much dots again... lol... used to it le... paiseh paiseh :x

okok... the whole common test results are out...

english-16/30...
but pass is already good le... cos many fail... 28/46 ppl pass... teacher mark very strict lor... eg. 2 marks ques if 1 pt correct, teacher aso wun give pts de... must whole ques correct then can....

Hmt- 33/70...
zzz... fail... explain earlier le....

Maths- 16/30...
Also, mention at the previous post le...

A Maths-31/35(:

Physics-35/50

Chemistry- 36/50
Haix... a few careless mistake... MCQ, cross 3 options le still choose the crossed ones... lol

Biology-42/50(:(:(:
Quite proud of it... haha

SS-6/13
Damn hard man... write so hard still fail... lol.. but nvm ba.. 10/46 ppl passed...

E. geography-9/18
Haix.. teacher say cos eng not very good.. explain not well lor... sian... combined humanities fail as a result lor... zzz...

Yup.. these are all my results le lor... hope can get top 15 in class as promised... (: Npcc camp is coming... Last camp le ): but i will still go the end-of-year training camp ba....

Still awaiting for 2years and 8months....

Test results revealed!!!

Today the tests are out... although there are onli 4 of them revealed but its quite a lot for a day le... yup.. smth score badly for a test is not exactly a bad thing... yup.. i realise tat in tis common test... for maths, i get 16/30... i realise many of my careless and stupid mistake and some tat make me realise the false concept tat i have for maths... its a lesson gained for me to score badly as the good things learnt is far more than the bad ones... yup.. but of cos must score well for o level la... lol...

Next up, Hmt.... zzz... i failed... get onli 33/70... zzz... cos the multiple choice de rite, is like quite easy la, but the choices like damn near la... is either u score very well or very badly de... tat is wat i tink la... yup... so i get 8/20... somemore, wat i fed up with is not the mark, but the teacher instead...mdm goh..... ur damn **** attitude reali sux a lot... initially of cos is the mark la... but in the end, is the teacher.. cos i went to get marks cos the ans tat i wrote is confirm can get marks de... and i can get at least 4 marks from there... when i show her the paper, she just comment very harshly on my paper tat she dun like to see cancelation... (dunno how to spell), then anyhow say me a few lines then tats it... she just give marks based on her impression towards ppl... like those always score de, she will give de.. when im lining up in the queue, the one in front of me just keep asking the teacher for 1 mark... like " 1 mark la, 1 mark la, plzzz.." then she get 1... me leh, tink she saw my face sian le... so never even bother to see the ans... is like so zzzzzz....... AHHHHHH la... walao... suan le la... o level show her tat her marks are like nth... HAIX... so suay, been taught by her for 3 yrs le....

Forget it, next is my A maths (: 31/35!!!! damn happy man... lol.. first time get so high ... hehe... jiayou ba.... if o level get like tat, damn cool lor...

Next is Physics... 35/50!!! not bad too, but i expect an A1 initially but im okay with tis result... hehe... is like im supposed to be the last few la... then waaa.... lol... the feeling like so shiok lor... teacher group me under band 2... tis banding thing is his expectation... like band 1 means those who teach other ppl de... then 2 is okok de... yup... almost get in band 1 lor... lol... but nvm... cos teach ppl i aso very blur de... will gg de...

So, for my common test, i tink so far still not so bad.... i hope everyone can continue to improve and hard work and for those who didnt score well, dun give up and learn from it... the more mistakes u make, the better u will get de... so learn from it and discover the hidden message.... yup... JIAYOU (:

Alright, just now had a bbq gathering cum soon huat's early birthday celebration.... even though the rain had dampened the mood of the celebration much in the first place... it had not detered our enjoyment of it in the end... fortunatly, our bbq pit has a metal lid tat can cover the top of the pit... so we put the food in and cover the lid... just like how u steam a fish... lol.. damn funny lor.. the smoke keep coming out ... lol.. steaming bbq... yup, soon huat... hope u have a nice yr ahead and best wishes too... (:

common test is just over.. hope can score well... but the first result tat i get bak is maths... zzz... almost fail... get very low.. haix... cos the ques is linked de... then 1 part dunno, the rest gg le... then is like upon 30.. so 1 mark loss is equal to bout 4 marks gone, when u convert to 100... so 1 mark can change bout 1 grade... which is like so omg in the result slip la.. haix... just have to realise my mistake and move on ba... more are coming... have to work extra hard le ba... yup... can de ba (:

oh yea, thanks heikern for treating me swensens meal... hehe.. belated 2 yrs birthday present... nvm.. still thanks a lot.. appreciate it...

few weeks be4, went to have a check of my feet le... the protruding bone... a final check.... x ray results show tat my tat protruding bone is split into 2... 1 big and 1 small de... my doc says its been like tat since birth... so means cos last time i not so active ba, so never feel the pain... yup.. the 2 bone tink keep having friction, so will be hurtful after exercise ba... yup.. bo bian... wonder wat will i be when i go ns... nth can change it... cos bone too small le... the doc says operation aso maybe no use.. so nvm ba.. just take it as it is lor...

k... gtg le... cya guys... (:

Today is the start of my first exam in tis yr... yup.. i will strive very very hard for it... and end it very well aso.. yup.. many things do happened.. but im not going to let it affect me... so i will just continue to concentrate on my studies and do well for the sake of c___l... lol... nvm.. guess urself...

Npcc is alright today but attendance is not reali very nice... yup.. strs are keep dropping... hope u all understand and come for npcc more often.. its a cca for all of u, y can u not come when others can? there shld not be an excuse for it.. everyone is striving for their own aims and goals now, i understand... but does anyone of u realise tat we are going to pass out real soon, and shld cherish the times we are having now... hope u all can tink bak to the times when we reali care bout each other and learn the many knowledges tat can never be obtained from just pure reading... NCO course remember? we sure had a memorable time isn't it? Always remember tis quote " LEARN TO LEARN"....

Happy Valentine???

Valentine has just passed.... its just another normal day for me... haix... just dun reali like restriction... but i shld understand ba... yup.. cos i know u dun like it too de... so does everyone had a nice valentine with ur whoever??? for singles, dun be too sad, ur day will come de... (:

zzz... didnt revise for today again... haix... cos by the time came bak home was like frustatred with my com for being so laggy, so go downstairs played bball lor.. till bout 11pm? lol... if u have a com tat after 45mins still cannot connect to the web, u will feel the pek chekness le... so zzz lor...

Sian... more and more things to handle.. the load just cant seem to be removed... the satisfaction after i clear a single load wun last long.. bout few hours, another come? a much more heavier one... haix.. im so tired of it... smth just feel like telling someone who reali understand me all abt it.. but i cant..... cos of the restriction... hope tat we can reali pull through tis restriction and obstacle ba... nvm.. just feel empty smth...

Mei and Glenn, paiseh... no feel to do the quiz... sorry... cos too lazy le.. blog need alot of things to change le.. change blogskin, songs and url... a brand new look ba.... shall find 1 day to do it... very lazy leh... try ba... paiseh ar lynette, will do de, just tat now too many things to handle, so not much time.. no need hurry me de la.. i will do it de....

very zzz now, tink going slp le.. cya guys (: hope u all have another nice valentine day next yr (:

Paiseh Paiseh... never post long long time le... nth much to post bout leh... finally went to yishun poly to check on my legs le... lol... legs injured for 9 months le.... now then go for serious check up le... zzz lor.... poly doc just say i wear comfortable shoe can le... zzz lor.. im wearing it for the past dunno how many months le lor.. still no hope de lor... nvm.. anyway, was referred to sports specialist at kk... onli can choose kk or changi de...cos not 16 yet... tis type of thing aso need age de.. lol... just hope tat tis time my leg can be totally recover ba... cos it reali affects me very much... hope tat wun have any report tat my leg will remain like tis forever or the bone will protrude out and affect my movement forever...(CHIOK!!!).....

today never go school for some reason... sorry ___... paiseh cannot accompany u be4 u go for the braces check up... hope it wun hurt much ba... reali sorry... i promise u i wun do tat again...

Going to change url le... but diff to tink of any leh... aiyo... so ma fan... need tell everyone... k... i better go tink now ba... cya guys....

Ok... can see tat my blog is getting dead le.. zzz... better update ba... k... tis few days got the feel of playing bball bak.. but cannot play reali much, cos my feet still hurts.. from last yr sports day till now... haix.. going x-ray soon...

Sry guys tat i cant play bball with u all as much... cos of the leg and studies... hope u all understand... Wats a team without team-mates? Yup.. hope we can continue be enthu in tis team and be a team forever... we can do it de!

Chinese New yr coming le... Hope everyone got theirs wishes come true tis yr and subsequent yrs=) Jiayou ba and wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Yup... nowadays hw reali alot... i mean reali alot... everyday will have de... and projects just keep coming... haix... one day aso cannot slack.. or else, haix... HAIX.... SIAN.... see how it goes ba.... stress is good ba... yup.. shall work hard.....

today got ug immersion programme thing... some of the sec1 join npcc le.. welcome welcome.. hope u all will have an enjoyable life in npcc.... look at ur future punishments in a positive way can le.. yup.. did 200*4 jumping jack today... cool man... after tat very shiok... yup.. but leg pain now.. haix... when can my leg recover... still wan run for sports day and napfa de... sian... wonder how my leg will become next time... but i dunno how to control not to worsen it leh.. is like play bball, i aso dunno when will i sprain mah... then just sprain lor.. not my fault lor...haix... then father there nagging le... zzz... nvm ba... he aso not in my situation... dunno ba.... yup.. post finish le... cya guys and jiayou on ur hw too...zzz.....-.-...

Take care of yourself ba... sry tat im not there at tat time...

CCA ORIENTATION=)

Today is the CCA orientation... yup.. was very happy with our fancy drill performance and ur taek performance=) yup, tgt as a squad, nth will goes in our way de.. good job, sec 4!!! wow... now then i realised tat tat is my last cca orientation tat i will be having as a cadet le.. quite saddening ba... =(

After tat, never went to SP as planned cos dun feel like going... paiseh guys... went to play bball with soonhuat, jacky, weiqin, cheehong and gavin... lol.. at first 2 ppl very hao lian come vs jacky and cheehong, in the end tio thrashed by 11 to 5 .. lol.. they very paiseh lor.. then the final match... our team has weiqin, me and soonhuat... vs strangers.. wow... we win from 1-1 to 8-1.. lol.. then the match ended with 11-3.... now got a bit addicted to bball le... dotz... later become like soonhuat like tat ...zzz... nvm...

Tml is the Taek grading le... good luck for all of the grading participants... best wishes.. jiayou!!!

Here to post once again... paiseh... was not posting tis few days.... alright... tml is cca orientation le... sec4, lets put all our effort and end our performance nicely ba... i reali like the rehearsal we did today but lets aim higher ba.. i know we can do it de... united as a squad, nth is impossible=)

8/1/09... love tat day man.... we had our own rehearsal tat day.. even though its just one hour, but i know we all hadhad tried our best le... jiayou ba...=) Dunno y just love 8/1/09....<3

First test of the year, A Maths test... Tested on our whole conept of trigonmetry... zzz... was so afraid when teacher said we had test on tat.. cos is like i never touch on the topic during holiday and never revise for tat topic at all.. so i used 1 nite to revise... Promised someone tat i will score well le=).. yup, had a shock tat i get 13/20... cos i failed very very very badly for the previous 2 tests last yr... im reali very very very happy lor... thanks for ur motivation=) then, my father just asked me for my score... thought i did him proud and he felt happy but his expression is like those disappointed ones and said" wat, just passed onli ar?" He dunno how hurtful is his words de lor.. but nvm ba. i will do better next time to show it to him de...zzz... i hope i will.... no.. i can do it de.. prove to him ba... hmpf!!!-.-