CouSin ChaLet!!!

Yup... Here posting again... 28th Dec... had a cousin chalet... very very very fun.. even though its onli like 1 day stayover.. but many things happen during the 1day=).... the gathering reali pulls us family tgt...=)

Reach there at 4pm+.. then wat we do is eat, bbq and chit chat... went E hub for some tee shirt reference=)... then after tat rent bike overnite... actually tis is supposed to be kept a secret cos cannot let parents know de.. but dun care le ba.. since my sis post too.. yup.. we went midnight cycling... 42km... within 4hours and 30mins+... was like rather cool la... cycle past changi village.. saw ah gua... lol.. then och.. damn eerie la ... then changi airport... the nite scenery very nice lor.... east coast park.. with no one there except some fishers.. then went to bedok park connecter...yup.. the echo damn loud...then bedok reservoir... bak to tampines and finally reach bak to pasir ris... wa, many things happened during the expedition... first up, my cousin bang into a lamp post cos not concentrating when cycling.. toking with my another cousin ma.. the funny thing is the lamp post just went switched off after tat bang.. zzz... then slippers the grip there slipped off 2 times.. the gear fell off... then my cousin very pro lor.. know how to fix.. if its me, i just take cab bak.. lol.. yup.. then the terrible thing happen to me.. lol.. both of my thighs cramp 3 times... then im like chiong up the overhead bridge then collapsed on the ground.. need to do strecthing on the overhead bridge.. go down bridge, cramp again.. zzz.. do stretching on the grass... then again 1 more on another bridge.. hate bridge le.. lol... then need everyone wait for me lor and 3/4 guys to help me massage in the middle of the night....lol... paiseh guys... went bak the chalet.. reali damn shag.. onli have 1 hour of slp.. then went for npcc.. tio pumped.. zzz... and yup sry for dozing off and forget to call...

post some photos of the midnite cycling ba=)

yup.. shall just do the quiz ba.. by NATALIE Mei...

1. The person who tagged:NataLie (:

2. Your relationship with her: Kor and Mei..zzz

3. Your impressions of her:very cute(:

4. The most memorable thing she had said to you:i will try to be less formal...lol

5. The most memorable thing she had done to you:all are memorable...=)

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:love her with all my heart la....but its an 'if'onli...

7. If she becomes your lover, thing she has to improve on will be:be less formal... =p

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will:wa... she wun be my enemy de la... confirm...

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: dotzz... wun be enemy de la!!!

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is: call her now...

11. Your overall impression of him is:very sweet girl...

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?:dunno.. bhb ba...

13. The characteristics that you love about yourself are:hmm, dunno leh.

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:smth too insensitve to other ppl feelings ba...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:myself? lol.

16. People who care about and likes you, say something to them:cares bout and likes u all too<3

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:you all don't need do if you don't want (:
1. Natalie Mei=)
2. SoonHuat.
3: JianBoon
4. Jacky
5. CheeHong.
6.HeiKern
7. JiaLing
8. Charmaine
9. YiLuan
10. Lynette

18.Who is six having a relationship with? (HeiKern):nobody bah, i guess... but dunno leh.. weird weird de...

19. Is nine a male or female? (Yiluan):female

20. What is two studying about? (SoonHuat):He always say DnT de

21. If seven and ten are together, will it be a good thing? (JiaLing& Lynette):wahhh. they are not les leh....

22. When was the last time you had a chat with three? (JianBoon):Just...

23. What kind of music does eight like? (Charmaine):hmm, not too sure.anime songs ba...

24. Will you woo three? (Jianboon):definitely no... hes too scary and im not gay....

25. How about seven?(JiaLing):nope.she is my good good good girl... friend... wats more she has boyfriend le... ;

26. Is four single? (Jacky): yup...shld be ba..=p

27. What is the surname of five? (CheeHong):Chang!

28. Do five and nine get along well? (CheeHong and YiLuan):wa..hmm.. shld be ba.. sensitive topic...zzz.

29. Where is two studying at? (SoonHuat):CCHY

30. Have you tried developing feelings for eight? (Charmaine):hmmm.... nope.. =p

31. Where does nine live at? (YiLuan): Sembawang or admiralty drive? forget le...

32. What colour does three like? (JianBoon): not sure leh.. dark colours ba....

33. Are five and one best friends? (Mei and CheeHong):Hmm.. nope.. i know Mei best friend is Bernice... her onli best friend ba...

34. Does one have pets? (Mei):nope, i suppose...

35. Is seven the sexiest person in the world? (JiaLing):maybe to otehrs ba.. but to me, nope... =p

36. What is ten doing now?:(Lynette) Practising her CCA orientation Taek performance ba.. Jiayou

Alright guys... i finally done the quiz le.. cya guys....=)

Here to post le.. getting reali lazy tis few days to post lor....

Christmas is just over... yup... its like just a normal school holiday for me.... but the eve is the exciting one... yup... got 4 presents in total including the tidbits given by my youngest sis... thanks everyone... Yup... The eve, we gathered at my cousin house and had a party... played some sort of sabo games.. loser drink wine... then is like loser so good rite??? A gathering reali bonds us together once again as we shared our laughters...

Yup... 31st is coming... CCA orientation execution... IC is Jiajun... yup.. jiayou ba.. everyone give him his fullest support le... we are running out of time le...

Sian... going start clearing hw le... yup.. cya guys....

long time no post le.... yup.. school going reopen soon.. today wake up then was quite shock to see the date.... like so OMG la... tml is christmas eve le... knew i need to do hw... but just no mood to do leh... sian... next yr o level le.. feel myself haven't get prepared like tat leh... next yr chiong ba...

sian.... my hp cannot use after 10pm everyday le... father going to confiscate le... haix... nevermind ba.... feel abit guilty yesterday cos like quarrel with him.... but he aso cannot like tat treat me de mah... destroy my day....

Yesterday promoted le... SI now le... yup... still remember the first time get promoted in the canteen where i get my lcp rank... get so nervous tat i drop my 3rd class drill badge... memories just flashed bak when mr tan help me put on the SI rank.... yup... tink i like npcc more and more le ba.... feel like dun so fast end camp and course like tat de leh... last time i remembered i just cant wait till camp end like tat... but now haix....

Today went for taek in the morning... smth happen and im like guilty... dunno how to explain to her but i feel tat i reali dui bu qi her... but feel tat we be friends are better....
went out to somewhere with someone.... bought something reali reali reali nice..... quite enjoy ba... its sian to part but there will always be another chance de=)...... hope can continue tis way ba.... =) shall not elaborate so much ba... hope u understand....

School reopening soon le... jiayou ba everyone!!!

SCOLDED AND NAGGED... ONCE AGAIN....

Today reached home at 11plus, then knew i at fault le lor... Mom and father nag and scold... i very patient le lor..... then they still tok tok sooo much..... they bad temper expect me to have good temper... im at fault, never inform them tat i will late return home, but i admit... they never accpet de lor... haix... tink cos they worry bout me ba... but i aso will feel pek chek de lor, reach home then scold till like tat... mom not bad la, scold abit stop le.. she quite understand me de lor... father dun even trust me de lor... say maybe i go other places, bluff him... dotzz lor... last time tell me go home early, i tis a day got go home early de lor, but he never even see i change de lor... i hate it when my parents keep seeing my bad side and not my good side.... i tink they wun even know im the overall unless i tell them lor... haix... i know they wei4 wo2 hao3, but they shld tink bout my feelings aso de lor... yeah... finally say finish le... k... cya...=)

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Lazy these few days... alright.. posting now... many things to tok bout.... yup.. many things happened......

Tink me and piggy can onli put a big full stop over there already ba.. its already over and going bak is quite impossible le... being friends are better tis way ba... and gd luk for her to be with someone she reali like ba...... jiayou piggy.... =) if he dun treat u gd, remember to tell me hor... i make sure he wun do tat to u de la...

Natalie Mei just returned from USA 3 days ago le... 3 weeks never have a proper tok le... a lot to tok bout with her lor.....lol... yup... we reali tok a lot... and thanks for the morning call or else i will be reali late for yesterday kayaking le...

But smth she very dao1 de lor... maybe im just being insensitive ba... feel like telling her how i feel but tink bout it again, forget it ba... smth she dun get my meaning de but nvm ba... is like wan say out but restrict urself... then thought she will react tis way, but the expected result always turns the other way round... nvm ba... im onli her kor.. wat can i expect... haix... i promise mayself tat we cannot be too close le lor.. but seriously its hard to do it... haiya.. its quite ironic ba...

Npcc chalet is just over aso.... Slping time and space is like so CMI... reach there then realise the stars not enough then there chiong lor.. at least still manage to do finish.. greatest satisfaction... yup... guys and girls reali cant live in a chalet together well de lor.. 1 noisy, the other complain.. haiyo... so frustrating lor... play lan everyday.. quite sian lor...but tink all have a fun time ba...2nd day she come in le with someone... then im like haix... lol... then actually afternoon slp i go up slp... is like totally cannot slp de la.... she laughing over there.. then hear them play together so happily, is like sad la... then things change a bit when they suddenly like wat pillow fite me? lol.. after tat middle of the nite they say wan go beach... is not i dun wan go... i very feel like going, is i dun wan to be so thick skin to go... then she say bear everytime agrees.... is i never tio asked lor... but nvm ba.. its already over and she find the one she reali likes le... still remember the last day when we check out... lol... the computer is like over there... then we guys go try smth... damn funny and scary and exciting man..... shall stop saying bout chalet le ba....

12 dec, my cousin married... congrats.... lol.. late for the dinner.. paiseh ah.... lol... first time wear formal wear... very mountain tortoise rite? shall upload some photo.... take a look =)

Yesterday start 2 star kayaking le... ok... i almost died lor... and its not funny.... capsize drill... then im like capsize position... cannot find the safety pull, then im like panicing over there, then body slanted.. its damn dangerous, capsized position, they cannot reali see u la.... then they thought im already out of the kayak.. then im like gasping for breath so fast, and gulping in a lot of sea water.. its like almost drowned lor.. then my mind suddenly is like tink of friends and family ba..... and .... =).... then im aso tinking of scolding my friends... lol.. is like they so near, never come and rescue me and tat instructor over there never see me de... but cannot blame them ba.. the angle view diff... then im like so du lan when im fianlly rescued when i hear someone say glenn keep laugh at me... im like omg... im bout to die and u still can laugh and not rescue... haix... nvm... then im like so careful during the next few hours... then im like sooo sad when i told Mei bout tat and she like "orh, orh, orh..." lol.. but can understand her situation ba... yup...lousiest among the 5, skills all rusty... onli hope can pass ba... shall end here.... longest post i type so far ba.... later still got kayaking... sian.... hope sun very bright... tanned and pimples free=)... 7am waking up, hope someone will give me a morning call ba.... reali hope.. lol... yup.. cya now.......

Bak from malaysia....yup... quite fun ba.. successfully conquered the theme park.... played almost all exciting rides including space shot... the dunno how high drop down de..... lol..... at the top, wat u can onli do is be prepared for the worst... but u wun even have the time to feel then u are at the bottom le... lol... its like so ironic.... nvm.....yup... smth mysterious and quite funny incident happen aso... if wanna know, ask me lor^^....

Tink piggy feel much better le ba.... still can sms ea other le.... but scar will still be a scar... nth can change it.... Just hope tat we can continue be like tis ba.....

28/11/08=(

Once again 28th... y does 28th always have unforgettable memories... today is the day tat reali change my life in npcc..... u do not have to suffer by yourself... eating pills and panadols dun help.... i dun have the right to say anything but u reali do not have to torture urself.....

perfect is reali a nice song... cuz we lost it all...nth lasts forever.... im sorry.... i cant be perfect.... now it justs too late... and we cant go back... im sorry... i cant be perfect.... reali suits me ba...... guilty i shall be... i shld not even have taken the first step to like u... otherwise u wun be like tis now.... but quitting npcc isnt the way ba... i still have the sms which u promise me tat u will have confidence and pass ur 3rd class... yup.. u made it... but how bout the others? u still have a long way to go in npcc... dun cos of tis, choose to quit.... u have moved so far, its not worth it....

its reali my fault, i shld have drawn a line between instructors and juniors at the first place... but i have already taken tis step... sorry to someone who have given me tis advice long ago.. but i never reali tink bout it.. now then i realise le ba...

now i dun even dare to tag ur blog or sms u... maybe i shld reali vanish in front of u... maybe i shld not even exist in ur world in the 1st place... but wat done have already been done... yup... now its just too late and we have lost it all... we cant go back anymore.... so yup, take care ba......

Im reali Sry....

Just return from hongKong.. shall not explain the travel day by day.. or else dunno when then can type finish... but its reali fun and made many friends... recognising ea other strengths and weaknesses.. the most important thing is that i have a "family there"... Xavier-papa.. Jiawei-Da ge... Jackson- Er ge... MeiYing- ZehZeh... Yiluan- MeiMei... MaMa-??? lol... yup.. we reali have fun there, happiness and sorrow.... will miss all of u all.......

Im sooooo stupid.. i made a stupid mistake again... i shld not have ..... but wat said is said... onli hope tat u dun be sad and hurt urself.... if u wan hate me, i have nth to say... but i reali hope tat we can return to the past... its not bout yi ju liang de thing... but its reali my fault....... we dun need to like tis ba.... during the trip, i keep tink bout it... i admit i cant forget u and the past tat we had since the time i takeover ur squad..... i still cant forget now... but wat can i do now? haix... reali confuse and dunno how to express to u........ im not worth it..... i still remember u said u wan everyone to hate u and tat i replied i wun.... till now, i still wun even if u hate me....... i aso remember tat u say if u angry or sad, wan hit ppl.... u can just hit me all u wan.... hit until i bruised aso can de....... i just owe u too much...... i know tat now being friends are already hard to say le ba...... but i onli hope tat u dun sad can le... dun expect much le.... dun cos of me dun go npcc.... its reali not worth it... i tink forget me will make u feel better ba..... if tats it, forget me and i shall try to vanish from u ba..... but be4 tat, i reali wish tat u dun hurt urself..... bye..........

Now is like 5.15am le.. successfully didnt sleep for 1 whole day le... no tired at all... dunno y... yup.. so i never break promise le.. prove to u im sry le.... YEAHHH.... i never know i cause u to be so pek chek and hurt..... IM SORRY..... can u forgive me??? Paiseh, tok till ur hp no batt>.<

Later going to type out timetable for sec3 for tis coming fri camp le... chiong from 2am till now de leh... tink so much lor.... yup.. i wun be attending any p.ts or endurance run le.... its supposed to be a bad thing as i rather exercise more than have tis injured leg... haix... Movements so diff now lor.. sian... even stand stationary a while aso will feel "suan".... feel my leg so useless..... but nvm ba, can help in preparing the meals for sec3.... hope the food dun turns out bad... if so, forgive me, sec3=p.....

Yesterday went to hta for hong kong trip briefing... at first is like so sian... but in the end, it turns out not bad, as we interact and make many many new friends... my grp going to perform a short fancy drill cum cheer... somemore going to hentak lor.. dunno if my leg can ta1 han1 or not.... but nvm ba... yup.... bet im going to have a lot of fun during the 17th-23rd Nov ba.... but of course, i will miss u all de.... Still wondering wat to buy for Mei......

later going school at 10am... going to help gavin do the cert thing and some ration stuff.... yup... better start on my timetable now..... cya... =)

Nowadays... i just have a weird feeling... but i cant say out.. cos a few ppl might get hurt... so its better to keep it to myself... be bak to normal is reali diff... aiyah... let nature take its course ba... i knew it might leaked out one day or so... yup... but im reali bothered and smth reali upset over tis thing... haix..... tats y i say i hate myself smth.....

Sian, today at first is dun go slp de.. then send my 2nd sis to the airport... at first is wan ren3 till 4 plus de.. but i 3 plus totally shag le... lie on the sofa.... com still on... light still on... lol... then 5plus wake up, saw her wearing shoe le... then i dunno y go lie on my own bed... then never send her off... haix... sry hor sis... and bon vogage....

Today is 9th NOV.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEE HONG!!!!!!! Hope u have best wishes....=)


Npcc room is going to have more life le... Yesterday, me, soonHuat, Jacky, Yujian and Jianboon went fishing at the yishun pond there... lol..illegal de.... lol..... 1st time leh... yup.. we make a simple fishing rod which costs like $2.70 leh... then went off fishing le... tat day is the 1st time i pick up a mealworm leh... so brave hor? lol... we keep joke wat will fish some mermaid out... yujian damn lucky lor... within 10mins, he fish up le... average size but looks big to me already, the breeed is wat hou2 gou3... then after tat jianboon's bait get half eaten... but he still throw it out.. and caught a guppy.. lol... not long later, he caught another average size fish, same breed as yujian.... me and Huat never caught anything... tsk... next time ba.. we decided to keep the fishes... went to buy a fish tank, anti chlorine and oxygen pump... then set up in the NPCC room... so honoured to be one of the pioneer in starting up tis fish tank.. hope tml, the fish still alive ba... lol... and the guppy wun get eaten.... Shall let u all see some photos of the fishes......

Truth usually appears when one dun reali expect it.. smth its diff to explain how things come by... haix... y cant we just return to our childhood times, where we have the least to fret about... when we wun get so confused and bothered by the slightest bit of things...

Friday Npcc, maybe the CI is right... im dun have the overall image... i cant control unit well... i do not wan it to be ruined in my yr.... but will it? i wun let it get so easily destroyed de... i promise tat i will work hard to be a good overall already and will be one... But smth, i just will put tat slightest bit of emotion inside it... i have decided to forget u... but whenever i see u, i will just feel a forward force pushing me... i try to look at other places but its like so haix... but i just can't control.... but seriously its hard to... i cant treat tat nth had happened... yup.. i cant deny i dun have feelings towards u now... but im reali trying to change... i dunno wat u are tinking now... can give me an ans? if u dun wan, im ok with it....like wat u say, its better to suffer now than later... so be assurred, i will try to change.... its a long time since we sms ea other those long sms le... reali miss the times...

Overall is a status... Promise is made last time... do u remember it? we agreed tat we will not be quarreling after the decision is made... yup... we did it... but now the conflict is between other parties... do u know tat i reali dunno where to stand at.... if i stand at one side, other side will say tat im bias.... i dun wan our friendship to be just shattered like tat... Friends are forever... dun u agree? so y not both of u just compromise ea other and stop tis silent conflict... i reali hope u 2 could...

Yesterday is my cousin, Ming Xia 21st birthday...went her house for birthday party... eat so much, fat liao.... then somemore the dog(jack russel) tat they brought to their house is like so noisy.... i see the other side of dog.... not the gentle side... but the scary side... i dunno if it had changed my view of keeping a dog in the future.. lol... played basketball when it suddenly dash out of the house... and ran towards me... i ran with the ball... and its like chasing me like mad... im dropped the ball.. but tried to pick it up lest the ball will hurt its nose.... it is reali determind to grab hold of the ball, lucky have many parents help to stop it... wow... i reali have a shock... but i still love dogs... most prob pomeranian or collie.... oh, btw... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AH XIA!!!

Sian, extended programme is like so -.-.... say nicely, its an enrichment programme... if wan me to say the truth, its hell.... End of Year exam had just ended... but another series of exams are coming very soon. 4 important exams in my life... O level Chinese and 3 Science Spa... Plus 1 more A maths test... Haix... So many things to handle, still add more and more stuff... going mad soon.... Its reali hard to enjoy life...........

28th.....

Today is once again 28th.... Not to remind u of the past.... i just wan to say tat HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNI!!! although it is 2 months ago, i can still remember the time where we were both so embarrassed... Hope tat u still remember tis date...and hope u be happy...take care of ur leg and hand.... i just wanna say i reali miss the times, DARDAR<3

SURVIVAL CAMP OVER!!!

First ever sec3 survival camp is over.... All of us shared sorrows and laughters in tis camp... Im from Grp 1, with jiehan, weilun and jiayin in my team as well as those from other schools. even though my grp does not communicate much at the beginning and is quite sian type, we eventually still curb the prob and our communication improve... actually i aso realise much from my squadmate themselves too. be4 the camp, i m not so close to weilun and jiehan. but through tis camp, as we interact and share our strengthes and weaknesses, we begin to understand ea other better... YEAH....
We were the first to reach the campsite as we are the advanced party aka sai kan grp... we help pitch tent once we reach there... my grp onli got 4ppl know how to pitch tent.. then is like need to speed up, so hiong lor.. pull the strings so hard and let the mosquito bite us just like tat...till now, i got bout 40 mosquito bites.. reali hard to type... so itching....
From tis camp, i realise tat we shld cherish wat we have now... u wouldnt imagine if u were in a pitch drak room, where ur eyes are so useless..... and a situation where food and water are limited.... in order to succeed, one cannot work on ones own... teamwork is definitely important.... yup.... during the camp, my teammates and i work together and curb many obstcales as we move on...
Tis camp aso had some weird person...eg. rubgy ali... ppl dun care him, then he attract ppl attention to bully him... never saw a guy tat ask for trouble tat much..lol...
AND i wan to confirm here tat i dunno any person with the name of ALICE..... so pls, dun misunderstand...
ok.... overall is hard to do... to be a leader, u sure need to be decisive... Im not one... but im willing to try... i believe i can make it ba... just quite stress now... not getting much support from the other CI.... cos im not as capable as song rong... yup... but, no offence... i will work hard, to push our unit to a greater height.. i reali hope......

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today never go school.... shall explain y... cos im a person who cannot wakes up unless ppl persistently call me to.. so today my father called me once... even though i have 2 alarm clocks... yup... then he thought i today no school cos nowadays dun need go school due to marking days... so i was left slping... then 9+ my mom called me, im like 'lol', so late le... might as well dun go school.. so i slept again till bout 1pm then wake up.. lol.. called my friend to ask wat they are doing, onli to realise tat tat jiaosai aso never go school... yup.. dunno wat is he trying to do.. hide? or plan some actions? anything la.... yup... hot shot reali is nice...must watch....yesterday watch till 4am... atc and survival camp coming... must pack le...sian.. dun like packing...nvm..... cya guys....=)

Today is so SHIOK!!!

yup... today just started with a day where i woke up late... take cab, waste money-.-...tat stupid jiaosai go sms me yesterday say scarnival start at 8am, so dun disturb first... after tat my friend says he never go his station yet... then i know got smth on... he is so stupid tat he sms me tat he is in the toilet... too bad... never get wacked is already good for him le... haix... i tink many ppl dunno wat i toking ba.. if u wanna know, just ask me lor....

scarnival started off.... took part of 2h students. previously took 1D students.... yup... so the results are tat 1D get 3rd and 2h get 1st... wow.... dunno y will feel so shiok when my grp wins.... lol..... just feel like shouting at tat time lor... but nvm ba.....

recess time... chong wei la.... Mei sits beside us.. then he shout wat i like Mei... then is like so paiseh.. awkward.. feel like hiding... lol.... then realise Mei is aso experiencing same paisehness... so nvm lor... haha.....

then after school, so shiok.. confront the jiaosai... he hum like siao..... is like shivering over there... haix... too bad... who tells him do so much bad deeds.... tink girls dun have dignity de... ok lor... let him repay all the hurt and dignity loss he caused to the girls... let him die like shit...

yup, to end tis post, just wanna say jiaosai is reali dead....XD

Miss 2h'07 bungalow stay

Back from the bungalow stay with 2h'07..... its soooo fun.... from the first day i reach there, we have been toking bout tis fucker, ding yang or jiao sai.... tok till we laugh like siao...... indeed his fate should be worse than wat we mention in the bungalow stayover... yup... everyone is playing madly.... the bbq is reali a successful one, which draws everyone back... just like how we are when we were sec2s... haix..... how i wish i can turn back time now.... Everything just seems so fast.... o level comin... mock paper haven't yet done.... haix.... m i confusing my feelings once again... i reali dunno how i feel... it seems like my emotion is controlling me... dunno how to explain.... its amazing tat 1 yr has passed, and tat our bonds are still as strong as ever... i can still remember the second day when we part with the girls... dunno y but i just feel abit weird and reluctance....its like how we part last yr after our chalet stayover at the yishun interchange.... how many months later can we then meet ea other again? can it ever be like the past? i reali miss the times where we are all together... where we share our laughter and sorrows....are there still chances for us? Friends are indeed hard to comeby.... Tink abt it.... after our o level.... can we still go out together like how we are? Maybe, yup.. maybe.... Maybe we shld all cherish our times now.....

I wan Him Dead!!!!

Tis few days, i tink the forget bout her thing quite work ba.... i didnt tink tat much le... at least not like the past where will everyday tink de... is slightly lessen... haix... hope she feels better tis way.... yup... but be4 i reali forget bout her... cos i m reali confused now, i will help her solve 1 prob... and is 1 prob for myself too.... a big prob...
i know abit bout tis fu...er info.... shall not scold him, cos he is not worth my vulgarities at all... yup.. hE is DING YANG... ding yang or shld i say fu....er, if u are reading tis post now, ur doom is going to be up... but not so soon, cos the game shall not end tat fast... i dun care bout ur past, how u give money to ppl and tell them to be ur stead, tat onli makes me puke... i onli care bout the present.... too bad... sry man... u mess with the wrong person... from the starting of the yr, i know bout the thing u have done to ... le... but i just remain silent.... cos i thought u will reflect... but u reali force me to my limits now... too bad... u choose tis path... we are definitely not friends at all.... not even classmate, cos i wun treat u as 1... but will be a fu....er in my brain...come on.... no matter wat u do now, wun works.... kan wo bu shuang ar? feel free to hit me la.... i tell u, im not scared de.... cos u going to repay wat u did in the 3 yrs in ur sec school life... come on, u shld end tis long ago... u never learn ur lesson... u tink money can solve everything... funny.... money can solve everything...then wat is love, friendship, relationship for? dun be too naive... money is just a paper.... relax... i wun resort violence until where necessary de.... AND U DUN EVEN TINK OF GIVING ME MONEY TO RESOLVE... cos u will expect me to do watever u will tink of... So, yup... u can avoid me... but can u avoid me for life? come on, face the reality... face the world... how many ppl have u de jui be4.... not guilty de.... shi xin bu gai... haix..... so to end tis, u are just a fucker... shit i say i out le... but u reali are a fucker... and will forever be 1.....

DarDar, i hope tis prob can be solved... No worry, i will be fine de... and yup, will let him see whos the one tat is the real player.....

HAte home

Exams are over... i have told my parents tat i will return home late... but everyday they called me, to return home.... and tat tone is wat everyone will not like to hear... once i reach home, my father will just stare at me and give me tat ewwww look... which annoys me.... how i wish smth i can just walk away from the house... but i never say tat my home and family is bad... we do share precious memories together... it just tat smth that irritates me.... yup.. yesterday is promotion parade... shout wrong command.... lol.. scare jianboon sir.... lol.... but it ended quite smoothly... yeah... 1st class is half way over.... ssgt finally.... love it... lol... then gave piggy a thing via yiluan... thanks yiluan... haix... cannot even give myself... later unit saw it... sry hor piggy.... at nite play basketball till bout 11pm... yup.. challenge ppl who are taller than us and older... lol... hope is at our side in the 1 st match.. 2nd match ganna trash... 3 rd started off with little hope... but we chiong and win.... so yup its fun.... basketball has become one of my favourite sports le ba... since i become sec3... i detest it last time cos its embarrassing when i shoot.... yup.. its quite ironic ba... be4 signing off, i hope tat piggy can be HAPPY=)

ExaMs FiniShed!!! Happy & Sad Day....

Exams are over today... But it ended bad... I totally flunked my A maths paper.... dunno y my brain just cannot process during the exam... Im like so watever... all the blanks can just add up to fail me le... yup.. dun care abt studies for the time being le ba... last paper.. so shiok... Jiayou for those who still have their papers tml, including Dardar and Mei=) After tat, go city play lan.. 5 hours.. can say tat is my highest record ba... lol... It so enjoyable.. can made me see and realise tat friends are difficult to come by as we moved on in life... Life will be so boring without them... So... today just ended tis way.... A sad followed by a happy one ba... Tml is promotion parade le... Me PC again... Hope wun cockup and breakvoice.. lol..... Congratz for those promoting and for those who are not promoted, dun be too sad ba... u still have a chance... Hope tat everyone can push them to greather heights tis way............JIAYOU=)

A relieved day

wow.... today started off very scary... lol.. bio paper.. and i yesterday onli read till like half of wat im supposed to read.. i tell myself tat i will wake up at 3.30am.... but... ... 6.40 then wake up... so it started off rushy.... But heng, i chiong all my notes in car, in assembly and during recess. then there goes my bio paper... at least dun have many wrongs.. hope can score ba... so lucky lor... hope every paper can like tat.... tml last paper le!!!=) so shiok le.. after tat going play lan and go city.. yeah... but no money de... haix... hope everyone can score well ba.. wow... so fast end of yr exam ends... Sec3 come and pass so fast... so im onli left bout 1 yr in sec school.. wonder how i will feel when i pass out... hope by then, she wun feel hurt ba... Be happy hor? Promise?

ss and maths

Never realise how stupid i am... i read the whole book of the ss... and it onli test us on 1 single CHAPT.... wtf.. can onli blame my fooliness ba.. read so much for nth.. haix.. but overall, ss did quite fine.. after tat maths.....say le jiu sian.. i leave a 12 marks ques blank... i dun even know how to start it.. the ques is splited into 6 parts... first part u dunno, then gg le... haix... 12 marks can jump like 3 grades liao lor... but nvm... wat passed is passed ba... then i listened to a song" Keep holding on" by avril lavigne... it explain my mood... theres nth i can do when it comes to the truth... so keep holding on... tink i can onli work hard for the upcoming papers ba.. cant wait for thurs.. haix.... never revise tis much since mid yr... lol... next yr chiong le ba... haix... o'level... tats so fast... 4 yrs will pass so quickly, then i will leave the school le... It reali has left alot of memories in my brain and heart... Happiness, bitterness are all we all shared during the sec school day... Reali hope tat time can turn bak... and let me be when i first step in CCHY........................

exam started

ok.. today is the start of the paper 2. firstly, eng paper 2.. quite fine ba... got 1 hour to do summary.. hope get at least 'b' ba.. then physics.. reali is chiong de lor... heng.. everything now is over.. but more is coming.... maybe she is right.. dun sad over wat is over.. maybe i should forget ba... after exams, i went to celebrate my shi jie, Yi luan 15th birthday... lol, shi jie younger than me... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LUAN!!!=)..... after tat played few rounds of basketballs... love it<3....> then go northpt.. went to play lan... counter strike is soooo fun.. almost had a fite with a malay adult in bus... he siao lor.. nvm... heng he never touch me.. or else he now in hospital le..... lol.. bhb again... lol... now i hope everyone can pass their exams with FLYING COLOURS!!!=)

stay happy ba...wad has pass already pass.....
this is wad life means.....
euu can't change it....

stressed!!!

today never go school, public holiday.. but it dun look like 1 to me... its another sian day... everyday doing the same thing.. morning play basketball with cousin and glenn. not bad.. at least i trashed ... dun wan to type the score out.. later he scold me.. lol... after tat go yishun to collect forms from edwin and weilun.. say le jiu angry.. dun wanna mention it le.. go all the way to yishun still.. ahhhh.... nvm.. dun mention le... 3 days never sms her le... so sian... wonder how is she now... exams are around the corner.. so sian.. everytime reminds myself tat i can do it.. reminds myself tat i should stick with my revision.. but i just cant... my body and mind always belong to the bed... read 3 chapts lie there le.. then everything is once again stucked.. haix... y must everyday be 24hrs.. y must there be smth called 'sleep' in tis world.. if we can dun sleep forever, we will have alot of time to do many many things... its all the time fault.. 24hrs..hate it.. y cant time just pause when we need them... i can only blame myself for not cherishing it in the past ba.. time is indeed precious.. haix.. tink of 28th aug again.. maybe its just a short memory for her... but to me, it means alot.. maybe she will feel it too ba.. maybe i shld be studying now ba.. so yup.. cya...=)

haix... its another sad day....

haix...i still have the present... hope she wans it one day... yup.. i reali hate today... it all started with a rushy morning.. when i woke up at 6.40 and realise tat i haven't do anything yet..i tink she have successfully fogotten me.... hope tats wat she wans... failed my A maths test.. sian ... i reali reali hate studies..... its so boring.. im stucked with all my hw and subjects... i dunno wat teacher is teaching... i reali dunno where to start with... everything is just too much for me to start.. Problems, stress all over my head.. im so confused... im reali very confused... i reali dunno wat to do..... family stress.....studies stress.. reltionship prob... reali hate it... haix.. maybe im not her ... anymore.. maybe im not suit to be... gd tat she had forgotten me now ba.. hope she feels better tis way... yup..... bye, DarDar....=(

nth to do.....

haix... now i have nth to do... its so boring yet peaceful... a few hours later will be taek grading le... dotzz... i dunno how to shout, its like so weird and diff from wushu.... i feel quite bad to quit wushu, yet join taek.. but i never regret joining taek.. cos.... but, my father dun allow me continue le.. too bad then=(... hOpe that i will get double later ba... today is the 28th.. hope she can remember the date today ba... haix.. dunno how to give the present later... nvm... i go work on it now ba... Bye.. signing off...... =)

Npcc Days.....

Yup, this should be the first time i blog ba... feel so weird....haix...
everything has passed so fast... i can still remembered the time i joined NPCC..... How i was once an insignificant cadet... to wat im now.... If time can change bak, i hope tat i can take over the sec 2 squad again... and not be promoted tat fast.. i feel so useless... y cant i just have the courage to open my mouth, and stop tat ignoring look of mine... actually, deep inside, i care bout ...... i reali dun wan u to feel sad... if i have a chance, i hope tat i did not admit my love... like tat, we can save the embarrassment now... i dun wan u to tink so much and be sad..... u dun have to forget me.... and i do not have to aso... Haix... i can still remember the time when we enter the handball competition where u cannot go cwp with us... the time when we sms for the first time when ur mom called me... the time when we sms till our bill exceed alot... the time when we avoid ea other when we see ea other... the time when we are bullied by the CIs.... the time when i try to teach u 3rd class... the time when i enter girl's toilet for the first time... the time when u run to the toilet crying.... the time when i join taek.... the time when i started to miss u... the time when u called me DEAR...the time when we agreed on our relationship on the 28th.... the time when im dead on the 2nd..... i just hope tat time doesnt passed fast for us too... I aso do not wan to pass out tat fast... If i had a chance, i hope tat times can always stay at the happy moments, no matter how weird and funny it can be... half of my heart still occupy u.... how bout urs? Just wanna say, I reali miss u everyday......

now euu should noe why i depromote euu le ba!?
go update your blog can?
it's so dead!
so sian de!
dun love your dardar anymore la!
she wouldn't love euu for long de!
wish your examz pass like flyin colours ba!




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