Nat, when is the last time you think about me? Im really curious. Had a talk with my sister yesterday and she said that i thought i let go already. But she really think that i had not. Prob so, since i realised that i think about you at least once every 3 days?

Just now, Benjamin called me telling me about your present stuff. And when he started saying "Guan Hoe keep telling me that natalie and her boyfriend always... " Then i just stopped him cos i really do not have the courage to listen to the truth. It hurts. It really still hurts. I guess i had not let go yet.

I miss you...

Jian Sheng.